today is monday .
yawns . very very tired.
in school was fine..
geography test blurred x.x
then later english .
pretend i got pass up homework lol :D
hehe .
then later social studies sian diaos
the test i got 5/25 .
she take my paper liao then sae
" those who get below 8 must ring their brains "
LOL .
then after that was recess .
later was assembly.
the thomas .
lol . speak very funny . xP
then teach very boring stuff.
i saw kimtai ran up the stage .
xia si ren .
after that was pc..
boring lol .
then later math .
still lim pin sheng.
wa. todae he like 360degree change.
suddenly dui wo na me hao .
lol .
after that is ...
chinese .
:DD almost quarrel with teacher.
she ask me do corrections.
then i sae ok .
then she sae i jia cong ming go anyhow write.
is she nver go through lol !
then i sae give me book copy.
then she sae " ni yi wei ni gen shui shou hua?!"
then i sae . lao shi la !
then she sae " ni zai wen duo yi ci!"
then i sae " lao shiii ... ke yi jie shu maaaa??"
then she like zi high then sae.
" ni jue de ne? zhe xie shu all haven do corrections"
then i sian diao.
so lame lol .
hehe.
then after school ..
qw went jp ..
i, siyun, tai ma and calista went makan in canteen .
talk things..
buy noodle .
belt kana caught by mr so .
then later siyun push me and sae " u buy first"
then i fell and hit mr so !
then he sae " wo zhi dao ni yao eat my tofu"
LOL !!!
then i jaw drop ! SIIIYUUUNN!!
xP
then after that we eat and talk .
suddenly colin pop outt.
xia si wo le xP
then later calista eat one more bowl of noodle.
then later i buy for her .
tai ma went with me .
then mr so sae " dun gu yi stand so far. i knw u wan eat my tofu"
=.= !! mama!
then later went bak .
saw mr cheng .
then he told me tmr must hand in second board !
WALAUS ! liza oso go ask coz she was so shock .
xP
jarrel sae " pretend u nver tell me"
LOL !
then later i draw lol ..
but then nothing good came out.
=.=
bleahs .
went choir ..
qw came after very long..
todae scare jing qi got cockcroach .
LOL!
then she sae will not fall for that trick .
so i scare her got lizard. LOL!
* evil laughs*
then rehearse until very long then got break .
then break time they drink water .
very scary .
xD
after choir ,
went home.
walk to interchange with qw and calista :D
tok to calista while in the bus .
then reach home liaos .
now catching ants at my keyboard !
:DD other things happen ..
okok. buhbye !

Posted last Monday, March 31, 2008

post post .
todae morning wake up early .
coz the malays singing very loudly .
and the room so hot without aircon D:
then later bath already ..
mama dun let me eat breakfast .
=.=
she sae later eat more can liaos .
then after that went dwnstairs.
i and sister call taxi for so dam long.
no taxi .
so after one hour.
we decided to take the bus .
=.= !!!
then later went in bus.
saw zhi guang .
lol .
then we take bus..
then take taxi ..
reach there late liaos.
reach liao the realise is the the hotel i performed last last year for chinese orchestra.
then go makan the buffet :D
delicious sushis ! :DD
but then the rest soso lol .
eat full full liaos .
take taxi bak ..
reach jp .
then later walk around.
was 3.30
then qw came .
she makan liaos.
we went walk walk .
sit sit at dwnstairs .
chit chat abit .
after that we went to print things .
WITH MY NAME ! xP
then after that we were laughing at the funeral part.
lol !
before that went to the japan house.
then saw alot of stichy stuffs.
so cute sia.
i and her walk then suddenly we hear this little girl sae.
so many lilo and stich worx.
then we turn bak and see. rofl .
later she walk me to bustop.
then we take video !
LOL !
then later i went home.
cousin come my huse :D
now she doing homework .
i drawing people's suprise .
lol . where is my?!
:DD okok . buhbye !

Posted last Sunday, March 30, 2008

;DD
todae stay at home..
sister de boyfriend came.
buy lunch for us .
then later he teach me how to make the cube.
know abit . x_x
hahas. then later stay at home rot whole day ..
tmr duno going where with parents.
so sian .
haixx .
nvm :D
buhbye !

haix.. miss you so much .

Posted last Saturday, March 29, 2008

Posted last Friday, March 28, 2008

post post..
post yesterday bah . :DD
yesterday was fine ..
went choir ..
cum home very tired.
xD sister feed me makan.
LOL !
todae was a pretty sad day ..
aiyah long story forget it .
focused test was fine..
afew not sure..
hope can pass :D
hmms. okok .
try to update soon .
BUHBYE ! x)


ADD new song :D
xD although very old but then hoh .
hear liyi sing nicer. xD
the lyrics nice lol . xP
buhbye ! xP

post post ..
todae is wednesday.. later got nice show :D
todae was fun..
art were boring.
then tok to loy .
after that was bio ..
do experiment . khoiri like so gong gong one.
lol .
then recess..
after that played a prank with tai ma on calista and liyi.
xP
then later was english ..
sianded. do filing.
after that was math ..
lol so boring ..
then was chinese ..
then after that after school makan with liyi they all.
very fun lol .
xP
then went home..
colin scold me D:
becoz my art topic.
lol !
very funny lah . xP
in the end he owe me present. xP
okok . chatting with liyi now. ;DDD
buhbye ! x3333

becoz u said i should be happy.
i shall listen to what u sae .
and what ever u gonna give,
i promise to keep it till one day ,
when i could forget you , and when u would hate me .
><

Posted last Wednesday, March 26, 2008

post post post ..
actualli wan upload pic but then siyun haven online. LEAVE THAT TO HER !
MUHHAHHA ! :x
hoho.. todae is tuesday .. 3 more days till saturday .
todae.. english was okok ..
geography hai hao .. got homework .
then math ..
eek . ok .. boring . interest .. rate and blah blah chim stuff .
then recess..
makan le nver keep plate then siyun and liyi very excited .
hahas. coz is not right !
:x we shouldn't have done that . T.T ( HAHA ! )
but then like very bad lah ..
coz no time.
rebel !
make recess longer then we keep plate !
:X
okok. hahas. then later is art.
quite ok..
my art got 58/100
very sad sia .
haix . it feels like a failure .
after that got new assignment .
=.=
then is chemistry..
walk around parade square..
then go do experiment .
lol . disgusting de thingy .
xP
after school go canteen with liyi and claire.
then later went off..
walk to 7-11
then buy ice lemon tea :D
after that we went library .
saw siyun and jiajun .
woots :x
hahas. then no seat sia.
so we sat with them .
then later saw this two couple from pioneer sec doing TMM stuff.
siyun sae is tian mi mi . xD
after that take photo. LOL !
i took the nicest one. hahas !
then we laugh lol .
jiajun sian diao . LOL
then later in library very noisy la. laugh non stop de claire and siyun !
hehe. i oso :x
then cut long story short short.
went to jp.
makan ..
tok no sense . hahas. female dog .
LOL .
saw female dog .
then later we makan ..
then jiajun guess people.
lol. very slow sia. hahas.
bleahs. :D
then after that went home ..
;DD very fun todae ..
ok ! buhbye liaos . xP
:DDDDDDDD




drifting apart..
fading away ..
it seems like the distance is too large .
slowly letting go ..
and the tears would dry up .
thanks for the memories .
i will try to move on .
haix . i will pray for you .
stay healthy and happy .
;D friend .

Posted last Tuesday, March 25, 2008

todae is a great start ..
monday ..
yawns.. tired .
school was normal .
must thank liyi many many..
she lend me her math book to return to basturd .
thanks so much !!
hehe. can tuo li ta . i can open wine !
:x
okok..
todae was fine..
went choir ..
then went home rushing .
hmms ..
okok . ;D buhbye !

i understand .
u seem happier with her ..
its numb .
time to let go .
can't say much . haix .
let this fever burn my head that i may forget you .
buhbye, my love .
hello , stranger .

Posted last Monday, March 24, 2008

post post..
todae went out with qw..
morning ahma went hospital. xia si wo..
then.. eh nver go church coz need buy book bak for basturd.
then later qw went jurong east de popular with me..
they sae all popular out of stock .
lol. i think he is the most sway guy. :x HAHA !
ehh. hahas.. then later ..
walk walk lol..
then saw audrey at imm.
then after that sit at clementi de stop very long..
after that then went bak boon lay ..
went home ..
squeeze in bus. LOL .
bleahs. tired day ..
cum bak.. upload music ..
hehe. my blog song i upload till almost sleep .
x_x
hmms..
yesterday very sad..
todae hai hao ..
hmms ..
thanks buddy for cheering me up .
lol . buhbye :D

if only this dream would come true ..

Posted last Sunday, March 23, 2008

haix ..
okok posting ..
todae got orchestra ..
went off.. was abit late..
after that i and gigi went to orchestra..
pratice..
then later makan..
after that bring dwn to stage..
pratice..
then later performance ..
after that went home ..
this may be the last day of chinese orchestra ..
write my last words .
to lao shi :
thanks for being there..
u always give great encouragement .
always give lame jokes .
thanks for appreciating our presence ..
thanks so much for letting me learn so many stuff for this five years .
from the first day till now..
although u always don't show but i know you cared alot.
your scoldings was always indirected motivation and praises .
during this five years .
i have not only learn instrumental skills.
but also i remember you said that.
its all about the spirit of playing . not only the skills.
you said if i wasn't willing , no matter how well i can play,
i can't make it .
so todae i apply what u told me .
and i didn't stop playing although the skin on my thumb peeled off .
i don't know if there would be a next time.
but then thanks for being there .
haix . stupid tears won't stop .
buhbye . :)

Posted last Saturday, March 22, 2008

second post of the day.. nono.. should be third..
stay at home very sian so i create this thingy at cartoonetwork .com
very funny. this "friend" is call MR BALA !
xP oops
:x lol ! change blogskin le. hehe. tag if u like . xP
thank u ! buhbye ! :DD

Posted last Friday, March 21, 2008

posting :D
todae staying at home..
becox sister oso at home .. zzz
hmms... feeling fine..
pretty happy .. dono why ..
xP
hope tmr de performance will be well...
scared sia ..
i think i too long nver play liaos ..
and a few songs blur for few YEARS still duno how to plae..
must help teacher sell tickets..
duno sia..
one for 3 dollar.. hope someone will buy. xP
okok.. go liaos .. :DD buhbye !

posting :D
eh later i will change blogskin !
xD todae is thursday !
tmr no school .
shiok .
bleahs..
todae school was normal..
first lesson is math..
then go toilet slack abit..
then is chemistry..
pretend to listen.. xD
then cme ..
go music terrence.
got fever liao still go there blow wind.
mlim always siao one.
then recess..
then after that was class time..
mr lim sot diao.
then give temper sae wad from now on no more presentation .
LAME SHIT.
LOL !!
he stupid de lah. throw temper.
then we tok bak he so sacastic
then after that is english ..
that teacher oso went berserk .
tok alot of rubbish .
then chinese.
sia la. teacher died.
no lah. she nver cme.
then we all tok lol..
johann do the cube very fast sia..
huiling oso.
keng yun oso ..
whole class bah..
except for me. T.T
hehe.
then in chinese class sit behind ..
dun feel like toking..
but then in the end all tok to me.
lol .
then waited for calista , jocelyn and siyun.
lol !
kimtai and hilmi very funny sia.
then that leesingonn at there guai lan .
at there wan liyi return money.
walaus !
NEVER SEE A GUY SO NIAO.
SO DISGUSTING.
I AM SO FUCKING DISGUSTED BY HIS GAYISH AND SISSY ATTITUDE .
DUN EVEN THINK HE HAS A COCK .
=.=
okok.
then later sae buhbye to jia jun very funny. xD
then later we makan..
tok and tok..
then after that went choir with tai ma .
hehe.
quite ok lol.
walk pass classroom u see this guy smiling with twist.
rofl . colin chua !
LOL !
then he carry drum into the choir room ..
lol .
after that went hall..
sing sing sing.
lol .
todae instructor xia wo .
sae, " nice"
OO !
LOL .
then went home..
waited for liyi..
chat awhile.
then later walk to interchange .. take bus..
reach home ..
4 message .
lol .
bleahs. okok..
now mood still okay ..
becoz.. well nothing. ok fine.
buhbye :DD

becoz u finally smile todae.
something i could laugh alone about is ur smile.
and the jokes u crack . :x
i really miss u .
haix .
todae search high and low for u.
until i ask.
then i realise u wasn't there .
but i am glad.
becoz todae i could see u 3 times .
apreciate ur presence every second .
becoz i really do love you ><

Posted last Thursday, March 20, 2008

post post ..
todae is wednesday.
special coz early dismissal today . xD
lessons were fun..
art lesson drew farasha .. er.. no comments . :D
then mr lim sudenly cum in then saw keng yun de hp then take.
lol. although he huo gai but then mrlim oso siao .
-.-
then is bio.. quite funny lol..
recess ..
then after that is english..
so dam sickening..
after that was math..
then relieve teacher one period..
wapiangs eh !
khoiri and johann sit infront do disgusting actions and sounds
then i duno why.
i go and take pass then saw !
wa piangs that teacher breast very big .
no wonder lol !
LOL .
then after that..
english teacher cum bak again..
show us spongebob de show.
rofl. i laugh until cry.
so dam sickening lame .. dam funny !
but then my class only me laughing. LOL
they duno hw to aprreciate. xP
then later after school wait for claire and audrey..
then tok to qw.
after that went jp ..
makan and tok ..
then later walk around..
went home..
tok to aloysious..
eh.. then now chatting with my sister..
then that asshole singonn.
sae out of stock.
cb . still wan me go suntect buy?
cbcbcbcb. knn . so free go urself lah .
tmr wan?! WTF
think already oso angry .
unreasonable chao fat ass sissy freako fucking asshole without lan pa !
FISHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!
=.= okok !
buhbye :D

been one day since i saw you but then too me,
its like a hundred days .
wish you were there .
wish the one was not aloysious but you .
wish that it was you that would be with me on rainy days like this.
wish that u would put on ur jacket for me .
wish that my fever would remove you from me .
arghh . who are you that i should miss so much . ><

Posted last Wednesday, March 19, 2008

POSTING .
;D
todae school was as per normally boring ..
english lesson stupid lol. WASTE OF TIME !
then is geography .
nver do work stand up and do. xD
then math is stupid lah. LOL .
xD then after that recess.
then i saw colin with his freaking specs. rofl .
qw sit my class then went up with me to class ..
then later she went off.
went art.
very fun.. drew 85 sketches todae.
just keep drawing for 40 minutes. scary sia. LOL
tmr must hand in assignment.
just pack finish ..
hmms.
after then is chemistry. ROX WITHOUT TANBENGCHOO ! xD
so class were still quite boring ..
but then no need lesson. xD
after school waited for audrey..
then qw and i and audrey went jp..
the math book out of stock..
so went to makan..
tok n tok..
then saw yiru and shirly.
went walking .
after that went home..
then just now audi awhile.
sii han fong.
LOL. TRICK ME?!
AHHHHHH!!! HOWHOW?!!
faints*
nvm nvm :x
buhbye :D

duno wads he thinking.
but if he really ask i would sae.
my heart only belongs to you.
only you .

Posted last Tuesday, March 18, 2008

todae is monday..
school is fine..
geography lessons were fine ..
then social studies so boring..
bio okok lol..
"wasn't there"
LOL .
day dreaming..
then recess..
after that is assemble..
lame shit siiol .
then maths got 16/40
T.T
chinese got 37.5/100
rofl. fail until so jialat.
after school stay bak for choir..
walk around..
blah blah.. went home..
tired day .. okok buhbye ! xD

i wanna try to forget you ..
becoz i got disappointed each day..
more and more..
about who you are..
what you do..
and how you respond..
maybe its time to wake up ..
gonna feel empty and hurt for awhile .
but then i know .
if i don't let you go right now .
i will hurt more .
trying to forget is so hard..
because today i gather all my memories with YOU inside .
haix . hate you you basturd .

Posted last Monday, March 17, 2008

ice cream ! :D
oops. forget rotate. sakae sushi! x) delicious!
theres a little lizard ! shock qw. rofl .





okok.. post post..
todae went to church !
after so long i finally go..
todae sister make us late..
then we rush and then went there..
hehe.. sermon very nice..
pastor prince back! xD
he went for lots of conference. OO
then share about the power of tongue .
hehe. speak intongue if i wanna express anger.
xD so funny sia. xP
then after church went makan with sis at sakae..
muhehe.. delicious x)
after that went jp meet qw..
went gp.. but barber all duno go where..
so went pioneer mall.
cut hair liao..
take bus.. qw scream like siao cox got lizard.
x_x
then went home..
forget to buy the file for my english project.. x_x
so sis help me buy.. THANKS SO MUCH! xD
then do finish geography..
all homework done..
but then very sian sia..
alot of money problem..
owe sucker 7.20 ..
then later still have owe siyun or jia jun 6.50 ..
then the project i oso spent lots of money duno if sanjay and zixiang will pay anot.
haix.. so this week..
i shall believe in God's plan .
amen! :D buhbye! xP

bless everyone tmr ! x)

Posted last Sunday, March 16, 2008

posting posting..
yesterday very tired so today then post. :x
went to east coast..
had fun.. xD
the weather was hot man!
but then i nver get sun burn.. T.T
sadded.. hahas.
yesterday they all ride bicycle..
then i and joyce pick sea shells. xD
lovely. LOL!
take bus there was pretty fun..
xD saw a cat.. looks injured..x_x
we went to makan.. then later calista move non stop.
hahas. then jia jun dun wan take photo . LOL
siyun play game soo many tie lose non stop. xD
hehe. qian wen and i talking.. then got this auntie ask if she Japaneses
LOL.
at night qian wen de wallet lost.. couldn't find it.. haix..
ate liyi de tuna bread. very nice :x REALLY
then.. went to burger king..
after that take cab..
most horrible trip. rofl.
hahas. was fun.. took photos.. uploading. xD
ok! buhbye!

I MISS YOU SOO MUCH! D:

Posted last Saturday, March 15, 2008

Posted last Thursday, March 13, 2008

this is my terrible primary school like drawing for my art . LOL!
okok.. post post..
todae very PISSED ...
went for choir..
skip the practice after lunch..
then stay at audrey de shop with qw..
waited for shilin veri long.
she cum ask her bind book oso dun wan.
wan do primary school style.
use ribbon and file.
rofl. lame shiit sia.
got so pissed. quarrel and walk off.
since she dun wan to agree why not she do hers herself.
i not very interested to get those lousy marks.
then come home..
do art home work..
then finally done.
online sing onn at there guai lan.
sae wad faster return him a book.
i already sae i will de right?!
dun at there like chao gay tok non stop the lame shit.
return u faster better.
dun wan to have anything to do with him.
freak the soul out of me.
basturd. insult god.
to disgust me with ur attitude.
cb .
tmr going east coast.
haix. hope to have fun..
:DD going with lots of besties!
hohoho. ok.. buhbye :D

i wish i could bring u there as well..
they all brought their boyfriends..
but now that there is a gap within us.
i really regret sooo much..
if only i accepted that name tag..
maybe inside it was what u wanted to sae to me.
haix . all i wanna do now is to jump into the sea.
just like what i draw..
i wish u were there todae..
becoz i am so stress and fucked up.
haix.. god will bless you and her.
may peace come to me .

post post..
todae stay at home..
do homework..
tmr going school for choir.. sian sian..
buhbye :D

todae.. think alot about you..
think of you teaching me math and geography..
remembering when u walk with me outside her huse.
when i chose to walk alone u sae u would walk with me.
becoz u were afraid that i might get lost.

i forgot whats its like to feel cold again .
because now what is colder is inside and not outside.
i forgot whats painful .
yesterday i cut my hand and realise my finger was alittle wet.
when i look it was red.
and i realise i bleed.
but it wasn't painful.
becoz wads more painful was inside.
so numb . so cold .
where were you for me to lean on.
where were you for me to rest on
where were you for me to feel secure.
and where were you when i needed you the most.
but u didn't know.
when others spoke of your bads .
i told them ur goods.
when others told me suprising stories of yours.
i told them they were not true.
i always tell myself all those were just lies.
because i just wanted to believe in you.
and todae she told me..
till your olevels end you are gonna be with her.
if its really true.
i will pray for you.
hoping that u might be happy.
becoz ,
i really love you .

Posted last Wednesday, March 12, 2008

posting.. haix tired day
xP woke up early in the morning
becoz my sister de singing shock me up :x
errm.. then prepare..
went o t liyi huse..
ps wake her early in the morning. x_x
thne went giant.. after that wake claire up..
wait for her downstairs..
take taxi to interchange.. almost die calling for taxi.
x_x the rain can blow me away..
then after that waited very long for johann, yonglin and guoxiong..
weehian, sam and shawn all there help carry things..
after that all went eunos.
reach there liao find ways to go east coast..
x_x
haix haix! then later find here and there ..
rain veri big..
then after that take bus..
walk alot of wet place..
get abit wet..
well partially. xD
bleahs.. then later reach liaos.
ate at mcdonalds..
then clean up.. after that went to find place ..
reach there liao i walk wakl they playing in the water..
that place very nice.. xD gonna miss it sooo much!
eh... then bbq.. very fun..
rain then nver rain..
pekchek. take umbrella around..
LOL.
then put ice into zul shirt :x and weehian.
LOL!
then chase him chase until sian!
then later si yonglin go pour water. T.T
johann worst.. throw ice.
LOL. i hide behind the bin then later yonglin sae who hide there sia?
then i stand up sae shh! then kana caught
LOL! liyi laugh veri loud! xD
hehe! xP then refill water alot of time..
sianded..
it was fun.. tanbeewan came later..
cut long story short..
went home in cab..
thanks miss tan and liyi! xP
come home so tired.. haix..
okay! done.. buhbye! tmr stay at home..
:DD

todae.. bbq.. reminds me of u..
haix.. the first time i know u..
i went up and dwn..
playing charcoal. xP
i remeber i drew on ur hand.
hehe. it was so fun..
the cold weather todae..
reminds me of you again..
i remember going to church with u..
i shiver till i almost faint..
and u put ur jacket on my shoulder.
and u said it would be our little secret..
todae.. while i was running off from people throwing ice at me.. =.=
i remember you..
you said u will protect me no matter what.
and last week u said the same.
u told me u will fight bak against anyone that hurts me.
but what hurts the most is when u weren't there for me.
everything reminds me of u.
i wish you would know how i feel..
as the rain fall..
my tears fell dwn as well.
so fragile like glass.
in the mrt..
when they were playing..
bathing..
no matter where and when..
i cried whenever i think of you..
wish you would come bak..
just look back. pls..

Posted last Tuesday, March 11, 2008

posting.. hehe. was disgusted by the abigal photo so i took it off
LOL
bleahs. todae is fun.
walk around in jp for 30 minutes coz waiting for sil..
then later saw colin and her gf .
after that they finally came out..
we walk to b1..
then ben sae he wan buy plaster..
then colin sae he have and took out his first aid kid.
rofl. first time i see people really would bring first aid kid around
LOL!
hahas. then later everyone wait for ben to put his plaster.
then after tat we all went third floor..
eat at kopitian.
was discussing where to sit.
LOL! HAHA
then after that all went to buy things..
after that .. eh..
i ask sil got tissue. she sae dun have
i ask billy. he have
LOL! the guys here are very strange worx! LOL!!
bleahs.. then later i see colin de phone.
piangs. nver tried using such a chim phone.
but then got 4g.. he put 66 songs =.=
:x hehe
then were saying! WO SH SHU NU!! LOL!!
LOL . nobody agree. so nver mind! humph!
then sil was timing how long they will use to eat since
colin and crystal were passing food.
xP hahas
after that we went to the toilet..
then later went to the library as krystal and brenda went to buy shoe.
then later was raining D:
in library saw joanne and xiao fen..
then later we all sit dwn and do work.
SOME PEOPLE dun wan help me do homework D:
then later billy disappear..
then colin disappear..
then silvana disappear..
then crystal disppear..
then i thought ben oso going off
LOL!
then do homework..
blah blah..
went home later..
CONTINUE!
then went to find liyi..
walk there then realise singonn got go.=.=
then later we shop around gekpoh..
claire sae the things there veri ex. xP
so we went sheng shong.
rofl
call taxi until veri long.
D:
then after that reach sheng shoing ..
shop around.. dam cold
xD then pay money..
liyi papa drive us home.
tmr going bbq there.
:D okok buhbye!


:DDD the busier the better.
i dun wanna think of u anymore.
D: even when u were beside me i still felt so far apart.
to actually think u are so blinded.
ask any how fuck guy go test her oso can see is fake love.
=.=
haix haix.
i know i know! maybe we might feel the same thing..
but silence wun't always work!
haix haix.
remember the last bbq we had
i remembered it was so fun..
just now wadever i bought i still remember
each item had u inside..
u speaking to me everytime.
i really wish u would turn back.
haix.

Posted last Monday, March 10, 2008

Posted last Sunday, March 9, 2008

xD posting for todae!
todae .. meet singonn at jp .
take the book.
then later qw meet worx.
walk around.
buy wallet. AGAIN
x_x
then.. walk pas arcade.
saw jacob. kbk .
LOL
then.. meet up with liyi as well at gp.
:D then we makan and tok.
they sent songs.
then then . we walk around in gekpoh.
went up to cc awhile.
found my file. =.=
thought i lost it. god bless :D
went to the park do exercise! LOL
went home awhile.
then they all left..
went to meet gigi .
we walk to cc.
then i remember that i forget i meet claire at escalator and not the cc!
LOL! then walk there.
went up realise suppose to be 4.30 not 4!
xP
after that go pratice..
before that buy candy with gigi
:D
then teacher put his stinky feet on my phone! LOL!
then my phone fainted. well. it shut dwn.
LOL! my phone really got feelings sia.
xD it knows what i am thinking. LOL
eh.. after that went to makan at MCD again.
xD then later i and gigi tok tok. chat chat.
next week no orchestra again T.T
so sian..
then later we went to see the thing dwnstairs.
then i threw a sweet dwn. PIANGS! landed on someone lap
HAHA! DAM FUNNY! xD
:X but abit bad hoh ..
xD then later we went dwn take the photo of the freakish women/man
LOL. duno her/his name.
but took his/her photo. identify bah! LOL
went home. hehe.
okok. tmr is sundday:D
okok! buhbye!

Posted last Saturday, March 8, 2008

blogsong:D nice nice
hear lah.. nothing to lose. xD


I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door

I'm in love and always will be

Posted last Friday, March 7, 2008

post post .
todae is a very sad day D:
school was normal .
after school ran here and there to hand in art
coz i forget my first piece of art
haix haix haix.
HAIX!
then.. makan..
hehe. ps to liyi lah..
xD but then at least she care for me the most. x3333
muhoho!
then later focus test..
alot of questions duno . 7!
=.=
eh.. then nvm lol. hope improve can liao.
that time can 7.. then the other got 10.
if this wan can pass. i will fly. xD
the after that went home with audrey and qian wen
lol. kana scolded.
xP
sorry to qian wen..
next time will not happen again ..
its our fault to play a joke but then
i think u shouldn't react that badly coz we are friends what.
nvm .
bleahs. sad day.
becoz of lots of things.
but then tmr got orchestra. look forward to it :D
okay ! buhbye .
LIYI! thanks so much becoz u always cared for me!
no matter whether i am sick or not sick!
i love u!!
calista! thank you so much too!
i know u scold me for my own good.
:DD
audrey! thank u! becoz u always cheer me up.
even though my face always that bad. D:
but then u always crack funny funny things that makes me laugh.
xD
siyun! thank u! becoz of ur screams! LOL! anyway u still cheer me up even though
u are not happy as well. xD
joycelin! thank u! becoz u were always there and being so funny!
x33333333

learning to appreciate. becoz u guys really mean alot to me .
:DD

stranger, u have been USED.
:D
todae i walked up and down for six times.
each time i saw u .
i had a different feeling.
the first time was excited .
the second time was just happy.
the third time was contented.
slowly i heard more.
the fourth time was unhappy.
the fifth time was jealous.
and the last time i saw u, i cried.
becoz i was sad. D:
and all you care was whether that thing had her cca .
haix haix . i am so sorry and i regret so much.
blame my self .
so much ><
if it wasn't for my stupidity
><>
but i will let it pass ,
and hold my tears.
to let u think i have moved on.
becoz ur smile is all i wanted .
i really wonder . haix .

x_x
my huse now like earthquake ...
todae is fun..
pe nver do.. coz having fever..
then chat chat lol.
eh .. then then ..
after school went to investiture .
xD so funny. LOL
we almost get scolded.
laugh veri loud during the school song
rofl .
xD
not bad lah. not so boring like last time.
saw cezhi and sakina .
xP only sakina saw me. :DD
after that walk to interchange..
saw eileen, siew peng and val + many many
then eileen sae she going china. OO
val sae eileen migrating.
then eileen gave me a hug.
hope its nt true. xD
she is kind of nice ?? :DD
^^
then take bus home..
saw liyi reach home in the bus
she nver see me...
xD
then saw calista. she saw me! :D
then wave wave.
reach home.
now the people doing the lift. tats why i sae huse like earthquake.
=.=
ahma so cute.
she go and take the cotton wool put in her ears.
xD hen ke ai! xD
then she sae veri noisy canot tahan. xD
okok.. go liaos..
todae abit more happy bah.. xD
buhbye!

i love you.
u repeated wad u said to me when
we were in the mrt.
i dun wanna let go!
i really hope to know how u feel .
and i hate that thing u are wearing on ur hand!
><>

Posted last Thursday, March 6, 2008

post post.
eh blog veri dead..
terribly. xP
todae is veri exciting day
we do cwo
ROFL
CWO ROCKS!
i , liyi , calista , jocelyn and audrey
claire toh and qian wen nver go .
xP
bleahs.
clean toilet. LOL
the auntie so nice.
that uncle okok lol.
that gopal still sae lousy ar lousy.
LOL
bleahs. choir so boring..
lol .



tmr is the day!
i pray u will be well tmr! and that u can perform ur best.
i beg to go . just to see u smile .
:D I'll let it pass, and hold my tongue.
and you will think that I've moved on .
i love you . more and more; day by day .

Posted last Wednesday, March 5, 2008

hmmss.
yesterday de post dunid nid to bother to read lah
so long. xD
only silvana cares :D x333
hehe.
todae school were normal..
after school went to makan with qw n audrey..
then went home..
duno how i am feeling..
i have alot to sae but when i try to begin,
everything get stuck at the throat
haix haix..
why can't i not be me..

Posted last Tuesday, March 4, 2008

posting posting
got alot of thoughts..
eh.. todae went choir.
school were normal.
geography no teacher :D
tmr oso..
todae was nice..
nothing much to post.
ps i too saddist.
but pls tag my blog. i beg u
xP
my thoughts :D read if u dun mind :
well..
todae saw mrs choo..
so a fews tears roll dwn.
her smile was always so friendly..
always reminds me of drama..
going to choir is veri depressed for me
is not that i hate choir..
but then it was a place where i use to have fun we my drama friends.
every play.. effort were put in
there were pressure but there were also fun and joy..
the result produce was great but becoz of how they wanna judge..
we ended up lost.
but i could nver forget how great it was to have such fun with them.
i remember when drama close down .
mrs choo shared it wih my seniors..
i saw them crying when we assemble in the hall..
when we assemble in the drama room.
i promise myself not to cry..
but then in the end i cried =.=
everyone was so sad..
directors were veri disspointed..
i remember sawing miss wong cried..
she was very sad although she was only with us for a few months.
mrs choo read to us the letter..
we cried worst..
i remember wad they sae..
lee lao shi oso sae we should pick our selfs up
and dun get upset over stupid bala.
becoz he is not worth our tears.
everyone still cried..
losing something u really love..
maybe u didn't realise u love it alot
but after u lost it.
it really hurts so much..
last year ..
maybe it was the most tragic year for me..
i fell out with my friend..
drama got close down ..
many other things happen..
i duno how to explain.
i was amaze i am still alife now.
coz there is alot of things
that i can't let go.
now i am learning ..
how to let go..
and not being so stupid to wait for nothing.
happiness doesn't fall from the sky.
i am feeling all empty..
not sure wad step to take..
but i am sure i wun cry day and night..
weeks and years.
i will try..
to pick up myself.
sorri i am so weak.
i can't help it.
after each incident.
each impact.
the wound just keeps opening.
i miss lots of things.
i miss drama.
i miss my directors.
i miss mrs choo's smile..
i miss drama seniors and juniors.
i miss when people ask me which CCA i am from
and i tell them its drama.
i miss able to go to the library and tell kids story for drama cip.
i miss how i use to tok to my good friend.
i miss those days where by i dun have to be alone.
i miss those day when i dun have to emo so much
i miss those days feeling so carefree.
i miss my courage that i am able to tell people how i feel..
those time were gone..
haix. forever .

Posted last Monday, March 3, 2008

posting..
todae stay at home too..
didn't do much.
lols. funny stories.
lulu dam funy. rofl
ps la.. but realli canot stop laughing
xD
i change url..
change blogskin..
xP
psps. hahas. must relink.
xD ookok.
its time to let go ..
i will try.
x333 buhbye.

Posted last Sunday, March 2, 2008

today i stay at home whole dae.
qw sae she not interested.
haha. i oso. rofl .
eh.. tok to ahma more lol..
:DD
toking on phone with her..
todae so sian..
i guess i need to keep myself busy ..
buhbye .

Posted last Saturday, March 1, 2008