Its not the end of the world yet.
so let us celebrate for awhile.
stupid audition. drove me mad .
and guess what, i removed the whole audition from my com.
LOL.
so no more audi for a few more weeks :)
not months i hope.
super sian.
blog again..
tmr gt orchestra. hooray.
LOL. i sound so sian.
i am rotting. omg.
haix haix.
HAIX!
and i have realise i am posting twice a day x:
lalala.
holidays are just blogging. drawing. sleeping. watching tv. going out.
haix.
i seem to get more tired if i sleep more.
as though dreaming would take up more energy than studying.
counting down days.
its like one whole year flew by.
Vroom! right before your eyes.
one year. like nobody's business..
Was watching the 7pm show.

Its friday!
makes not much different
long time since i use com de feeling.
lol.
today tuition. lalala.
audition now patching. yawns.
yesterday went to other sch help take things with mr hakim and the rest.
on wednesday went to visit taima.
thanks alot to liyi!! :D
if not i think i oso duno what to do.
LOL.
<33 xD
then tuesday i forget le. omg ._.
LOL. stm. x:
tmr is sat. and then follow by a few more weeks.
holidays are killer.
x_x
okays! going off! buhbye! ^^

等下一個天亮 去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎
有些積雪會自己融化
你的肩膀是我豁達的天堂

等下一個天亮 把偷拍我看海的照片送我好嗎
我喜歡我飛舞的頭髮
和飄著雨還是眺望的眼光

Posting!
today is monday! holiday start le.
happy deepavali yoh!
hmms. i am fine. lazy post..
ehh.. okays!
buhbye then!
at least i go update! :D
hope taima is fine now. i wan visit her D;
holidays are going to be bored. yawwnnnss!
hoping for thursday ^^
buhbye!

I. Am. Very. Angry. NOW.
today.
gt art lesson.
then , very PISSED OFF. with the art class outing.
dun wan go oso dunid kpkb. knn.
then is math.
go to the dam library and slack. watch wad dumb things.
wth. LPS must be over bored. kns.
then is recess.
then is one english period.
f---ing straaten. : I don't want my papers to get dirty. Please keep your things."
...
then is math again. go library.
and i so dread it.
arggh.
then is chinese.
dam noisy la.
macham they eat microphone or wadeva ~
sibei chao.
and btw. zhen yee.
YOU ARE VERY LAME AND IRRITATING. PLEASE GROW UP.
AND I AM SO SAD THAT THAT BUNCH OF IDIOTS DID NOT DROP.
AWW.
then after sch.
went to eat with liyi and siyun. :)
qianwen and taima went off first.
take care hoh taima :) <33
then went to eat and talk. and they took my candid! LOL~
xP
then cut story.
jiajun came.
and then i quarrel with him. lol.
then later me and liyi went home together. :)
siyun and banana went off too.
at home.
my sister. have seriously high potential and great brain power that can really figure out how to pissed me.
First. I got so DAM irritated by the dam paint for the glass and my whole hand was pink!
then, i kick my dam toe and i scream. IT HURTS ALOT LA.
then! sister starts complaining about the perfume that she keep taking from me.
and says that i am too selfish to share when she actually got 2 perfume! + branded.
and wants to lend mine . -.-
stupid things just pissed me off so easily.
and then she starts scolding and scolding AND SCOLDING.
wad the F---!
D:
horrible.
anw. change blogskin and song.
currently no fav song.
although i dun understand the song but it sounds not bad. :/
buhbye.

Walieweh!
this horrible swing is making me crazy. !
my mood goes up and fall down very fast. O.O
yes weiting! WHAT HAPPEN!?!!!
._.
yesterday aet seoul garden:D yummys. and watch a dam funnny movie.
-.- i was the only one laughing inside. becuz the movie was mystery and horror type.
But its so dam funny la! nobody laugh lol! wth. D:
LOL! xP
then went home.
today!
liyi never come D:
then lessons were so F---ing Bored. T.T
CSI! canot stand it! LOL.
so pissed off at home.
in class.
ok fine i am racist.
YAH I AM RACIST! omg <.<
x:
copycats. argghh. and B----ES !
*pull hair*
then then. I seriously. HATE TUESDAY! FFFFF!
-.- omine.
sorry i am mad. LOL.
at home watch korea drama , at there emo. SO TOUCHING LA!~~!!@#!@##%$!!!
finish watching! woos xD
Its call couple or trouble. very old show liaos.
dig up and watch. HaHa! x:
Arggh. anw, my sis and her bf. really have very good talent.
IN MAKING ME VERY ANGRY.
:/
feel like pulling their hair too x: * evil laughs!*
omg. i am becoming a saddist.!!!
NOOOO!
faints*
LOL. okok! i better stop this! before i get spam!
scenario 1. : You think you very funny isit! post until like that! BHB.
LOL! ok. i am going mad. x_x
buhbye! :D / D:

HOHOHO!
Posting! Its thursday. I always like wednesday . thrusday and friday.
wed and thur got art lesson! :D
<333 art! HAHA! xP
friday used to be special ):
Today! went to sch. art was not very bad. abit bored.
but i saw my ah yun almost fall dwn.
LOL. xD
my social studies pass. I so dread being in oh pek leng's class. my geo got 16.
in the end oso fail.
T.T
sit in the hall very long. BORED SIA!
-.-
then later afternoon go choir with qw. :D
then sing sing , go home.
go blogging. omine. Spammers so no life. xD
okays! thats the end of today's post!
BUT! I have stories to sae :D
School's ending soon. So Weiting, Me. Is going to write about this year. :D

______________________________________________________xx
This year. I have learnt alot of things. I grew up.
I experience alot of things . I meet alot of nice and mean people.
I want to start with teachers.
Mr lim, he is such an ass.. but he is quite nice sometimes. :D
very loud. i suggest he swallow a microphone. x:
Ms straaten. She is nice. very sacarstic as well.
strange style. always wear milk dress. but she is quite cute. LOL!
Mr melvin cheng. He is gone with the wind.
seriously , i really HATED ART when he was teaching. x: LOL.
Mdm tan. Most BHB teacher. but she very gd at chem. although i just dun understand why is her lesson so sickening boring. -.-
Mdm chan. O man! she like lion sia. x: she teach i understand. but then nvm, i really hate science. x_x
mr ravi. PE was not bad. he really nice to me. :D
mdm ruby!
she is really like a gem. :D very gd teacher. but i suggest that she swallow a SPEAKER. LOL. Louder then lim pin sheng. LOL xP.
Miss oh. she needs toothpick at her eyes. always close eyes teach. but she not very bad too :D
miss ang! OMG! i realy use to hate her. but now i just love her. she is very nice to me. jokes around with me. hehe. she too kind le. LOL.
Last but not least. my fav teacher X:
Mr hakim! :D he really inspired me. I love art. I want to be an art teacher. he really make me feel that i ain't left out in class. he treats me very well. He is fun and unique too :D
My motivation to studies too! ^^.

Okays! next. my friends.
Liyi, she is the cutest one! :D protective and loving. people see her thought she fierce. but she really nice de. must understand her hoh! :D <33
Siyun ! very unique kind of person. :D very cute oso. always scare me. xD very strange thinkings. xP but she is really nice to the people she love.
Qianwen! you duno her dun interpret her. she is not a book . you can't read her. very cute too! xP. hahas. always very high :D
Joscelin! she going to operation soon. i really feel bless to know her this year. she is very adorable. i love her alot! and i want bring her eat mos burger! :D <33
thats all. the rest never mention but i really love them too. :D

Finally! talk about this year.
this year alot of things happen.
my grandma died. i just feel so sad..
i really feel bless because God held my hand and pull me through those hard times.
I am always very sad.. alot of reasons.
but after she dies, i learn how to cry.
so when i feel stress i just drop a few tears, and stand up stronger each time.
but facing him. i can't.
its not that i dun like to tell my friends about it.
i just duno how to open mouth and sae.
those feelings were so complex.
I know i am only 15. i duno wads love.
blah blah kind of things.
but i duno too..
from the very start i knw him.
to valentines. to april fools. to my ahma's death, to my birthday.
to alot of events.
i just realise i am falling deeper and deeper.
i duno wads so gd about him.
but everything just went on.
this whole year was hard for me.
departure. jealousy, forgiving, forgetting, throwing those things away.
I don't know how i've made it. I thought i could have somehow died or something. xP
this is a tired journey. i continued. and continuing.
i let him go. but i can't shake those memories.
i am doing it slowly.
i told God when i tear everything away. No matter how much i pray for him to come back,
dun let me remember anything about him again.
Its so true.
My tears dried up.
I forgot how to love.
memories turns vague.
Next year will be a better one, i hope.
So its the end of weiting de post.
dun spam me. i very tired liaos.
find my post lame, just press the red colour X. :D
buhbye loves! <3! xD

THIS IS NOT ME!

______________________________
today! is wednesday. yesterday went to eat sushi with friends.
today went to sch. art lesson were the bests!
i very lazy post. anw. qw blog got spam. so i go there write things :D
i was being kind! (BHB)
LOL.
then qw show me THAT picture above.
she said it LOOKS ALOT like my. LOL.
(BHB) i think abit only. LOL!! xP
hehe. anw! later got tuition. AND MY EXAMS ARE OVER LONG TIME AGO! T.T
kelian bah!
but i want to be a art teacher! JIAYOU WEITING! :D!
muhahaha! <3333333333 bubhbye!

Sometimes I find myself sittin' back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin'
And I remember when you started callin' me your miss's
All the play fightin', all the flirtatious disses
I'd tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don't why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We'd spend the whole weekend lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy in your boxers and your t-shirt

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Drinkin' tea in bed
Watching DVD's
When I discovered all your dirty grotty magazines
You take me out shopping and all we'd buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
the first time that you introduced me to your friends
and you could tell I was nervous, so you held my hand
when I was feeling down, you made that face you do
There's no one in the world that could replace you

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of me and you
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you feel the same way too

The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but its so true
I know its not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on, Tell me
Is this the end?

Hi! today is, Guess what blah blah day.
yah. anw, its all different lesson. -.-
LOL.
so.! first period is GEOGRAPHY!
and we learn about.. i oso duno wad is that.
its all about the brain yoh!
:D
then later go hall. on period. learn hand signal.
remember abit.
xD muhehee. then is LPS period.. he is gone with the wind!
( reminds me of the song , anyway the wind blows by sara bareilles. )
muha! then then! miss ling, she looks like ugly betty de betty. !! so alike lol!
but she not ugly la! :D except for the part when she dun let me go toilet. >x(
LOL. hehe. then later i just..
started tearing things. throwing away everything that i brought to sch today.
and i just , tear things and i thought maybe its the end.
can't help crying. but then lets just say i bring it to an end.
then was recess :)
and then was assembly. anw i was day dreaming so i gt no idea what the hell it was about.
then was LPS period again. slack. plae bingo. LOL. talk to zixiang.
he is sad yoh. haix.
then later was chinese period.
then later this teacher came in and taught us jap! its so cool!
then later go to canteen slack.
jiu after sch le.
eat then later liyi went off first. qianwen oso went off.
then me, siyun and jiajun talk abit.
later siyun go band le. then talk to banana.
he told me about alot of things.
sorry again. i can't help it. i drop a few tears. x:
then i went choir, alone.
then sing sing sing.
jiu went home. alone. i can't find siyun.
then reach home.
eat , slack and posting :D
anw, todae is sad.
but i chose it myself.
this is the end. starts on the 27 of november.
yea. special dates :D ^^
okays! off i go! hahaha!! HAHAHA!
buhbye! <333333 !! XDDD

Hii! Today!
went to bugis. hehe :D with liyi and qianwen and sharon!
whees!
but then later me and liyi went walking while the rest walk their way .
hmms. hehe! we walk! eat!
and then we chat!
and then then we went to buy shoe!
liyi bought a black shoe! hehe.
then later we went to see wallet.
OMG! that wallet was so nice! XDDD
<3333~ i bought it x:
LOL!
although its not the real agnes B. LOL.
the colour just rox. xD
then then liyi went to dorothy duno what to buy the wallet :D
then later we went walk walk around. jiu go bak boon lay.
heard that taima going to operation.
lol! we were in the mrt and i almost cried x_x
TAI MA! IF YOU SEE THIS! I TELLYOU!
I WILL PRAY FOR YOU! DUN BE AFRAID!
AHMA WILL COOK FOR YOU!
:D <3333333333333333333333333333!!!!!
then later liyi and i take bus home!
:D woos! fun fun! hehe.
okays!
drawing time! buhbye peeps! :D

Now is 11.36. posting :)
today went to library with gigi! :D
we went national library. then we find books. she help me find alot! :D
and then we went to photocopy.
muhahaha.
recycle one piece of paper. xD
LOL.
then we went to eat long john.
then then we went bugis??
i forget! ono! STM
i remember she pei wo go bugis buy clothes. :DD
then then we went bugis junction walk walk.
then we take mrt back :D
wheess!
happy day with gigi! lala. thanks sooo many! :DD
hehe. then just now..
plae audition. ee . stupid guy so lame.
plae with joanne.. shannon. claire and xiao fen.
lalala. then then now blogging :D okays! buhbye le! :DD
whees!

Posting. today is..
tired. wet. sad.
bored. arggh.
i am tired after drawing my fairytales :D
now is 11. omg. running to slp. :D buhbye!

its over. :)

Posting! its mondayy .
woolala. no need study.
yesterday never go out. at home emo. LOL.
today oso. nua at home. xP
hehehe. audition level 27 lisence! later go do.
xP hehehe
slacking around. rolling about. asking people for relinks .
talking and chatting.
hear song. plae audi.
yah. thats boring. LOL.
going off :D miss me yoh. and TAG ME PLEASE! T.T
thank u! xD buhbye!

singonn de tiny fan. ROFL.







hello :D
went to singonn de bbq today.
everything was WOW!
i met liyi first. then later we all went, jarrel, joash, taima and huiling and liyi.
then later reach there. jia cheng message me. the LULUXIFIED.
so i was like, did he saw me? omg!
then realise. i was just outside his huse. -.-
LOL!
then later slack.
drink.
talk.
at night bbq.
yummy:D
then later talk with lulu awhile.
then later joash! step on my poor little foot ):
LOL!
then later jarrel got disiao. LOL
taima stil wants her milo.
huiling got feed by taima.
singonn was bbq-ing.
liyi oso helped too.
then i went off.
that jiacheng send me to bustop.
wth!
he !!! first!
he mess my hair. then he shoot me. LOL
in the end, use my last resort.
finally he screamed. HAHAH!
liyi always use it too! :D
pinch his nipple! rahh! LOL x:
ok. went home. now slacking :D
go off lee :D buhbye!:D

Its been a long time since i've updated.
today is thursday. exams are going to be over soon. which is tmr. LOL
my el and chi paper were okays. science prepare to fail. math i duno la. art. its like omg.
humanities. ss was fine. geo was.. crap.
okays. slacking at home. rolling around.
so pissed off. staring into the air.
wads with me arh? something is so wrong with me.
i duno wad i have lost. neither had i gain.
maybe i lost you.
all things are just fading away.
i am left with one last step to just let you go.
the last thing i have to do .
:) i've made up my mind.

updated blog few days ago.
blog song is nice:D
i like the lyrics and the singer.
here you go~ lyrics! :D


Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on
The ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
Keepin' me down yeah yeah yeah yeah
you're on to me on to me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
it never takes too long



:) buhbye!
lets not mention all those yesterdays.
but yet i would look back for awhile.
and still hoping that all those tomorrows will be even better.