this is the taxi driver that did not put his seat belt. DANGEROUS!




WTH ITS DAM EX! T.T but i got no time to choose. and must buy new wallet.
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today is happy.
hong bao profit : $ 16 ._.
lol. today go auntie house.
cousin came. we took cab.
the uncle merely put the belt there.
i am like ._, WOW.
LOL. so i secretly took a pic X:
and then later went clementi . go mary auntie house first.
then later we all took mrt to tampines.
the china women speak dam loud beside me.
zzz.
then went tampines mall buy wallet at espirt becus the rest of the shop dun sell wallet.
and as you can see, my wallet is in horrible condition i dun even dare to take it out.
so buhbye baby D: thanks for being with me for so long.
you are my chioest wallet :)
<3.
( so sick. talking to an wallet! :O)
then faster buy.
the wallet so ex. ._.
i will try to treasure it :D
although its not very nice.
X:
then take cab to auntie house .
went there. BORED.
watch a mummy show.
SCARY.
i scream. LOL X:
then later sis came after very long with her bf.
eee. LOL.
talk abi. watch video.
then ate. lao yu sheng also.
then later went up see my cousins. WOW.
all playing dota. got two com in the room.
then watch them plae.
then later went home.
today i am fine. (:
i guess i really hate school.
xD
buhbye loves! :3

One. Two. Three. Four. Five.
okays. I went around blogging.
so my conclusion is.
Is my blog abnormal or is it theirs?
lol. I am posting alot of emotions here.
i spit here. i make a fuss here. i complain. i swear. i cry behind the com.
i am really mad. LOL.
my blog is only emotions.
seldom is it about my day.
So yah. i spat so much emotions. lets start with today then.
Good night everyone, Its 9.46 pm.
today. first period. english lessons.
rahman tried his best to pissed me off? LOL.
starting from yesterday, after the 15/30 thing.
I got no mood for el lessons.
they make me so tense up and stress.
the whole thing is too dramatic i know.
lol. throw it away. ( flies into bin )
then it was maths.
its always a very strange thing. I never dislike math lesson alot.
because ms ho is very cute.
just like my grandma. nonono. ahma is cuter. (:
( slaps. reminder. don't cry. its childish. )
then after i cheered up :D
was el, again.
this time was much better.
recess.
oya. liyi came bak :D woo!
then, my wallet. my favourite wallet in my whole life!
is torn and teared here and there.
._.
heart aches. LOL. ( emotional over an wallet.. hmmm . )
then it was cme.
not very bored. not very fun.
but its irrtating how sing onn is sitting infront , feels extra .
i don't like him. don't think i will change that mindset.
maybe i will. ( to hate him. )
don't care how he grows or his family. someone has to teach him manners.
( weiting, you are being irritating. change topic. )
ok. then was social studies.
quite boring because i fell aslp.
but i wasn't caught.
slept 3 minutes. wake up. cycles.
after school is chinese.
hong lao shi never fails to catch people getting distracted.
but she never catch me ._.
strange strange liaos.
( qianwen : I am not teacher pet! x) )
then was focused test.
when i sat there i look up.
the celling is tall.
suddenly i remembered a song.
A moment like this.
(: memoriable.
anyway its because of its mtv. lol.
wad if i told you , it was all meant to be~
LOL.
ok. dododo. out of point. but it was 3.25.
keeps everything. switch off the brain. stares*
after that went jp with many many people.
( weiting is lazy now X: )
then went to buy daddy de present. thank u siyun (:
and jos and nu er. pei me walk. we ate at feast.
then later walk around again.
they left. jj came.
3 of us. ( me the brightest. lightbulb. lol )
then finally pick my sis present.
spent alot. x_x
havent buy wallet.
T.T my baby!!!! ):
tmr going auntie house. SIAN.
go there study bio.
anw after that went for hair trim.
go home...
my daddy likes the present.
he really like it.
touched (:
because when he took out those cards i wrote for him few yeras ago,
i really know he cares even though he says no.
my sis. oman..
i really want to smack her on the face.
i shouldn't have brought her a bag.
i should buy her a chain.
to keep that dog at home.
zh here zh there.
irritating.
lol.
( people reading rolls eyes. ) ( over irrtated. lol )
LOL. omgomg i am mad.
i always think i suffer from such illness thats why i never grow fat.
cancer? hmmss.
and i always think i have depression and autism.
lol.
siao. LOL.
i am sad i am sad i am sad.
hi. anyone there?
i am sad. yayayaya.
sometimes i just wish i am dead. yea~
anyway i like the story about the superman story.
and there was darkness.
woo~
blah blah. i wonder if anyone reads my blog.
hmms. except me? lol.
haix. i am tired. i am tired i am tired.
wadeva weiting. nobody gives a dam.
just study hard and get out of this dam place.
the pressure in there is a killer.
don't trust anyone , don't trust anyone. don't trust anyone but yourself.
lalala.
siao zhao bo.
buhbye le la. posted for 20 minutes ._.

hi.
yes, finally posting.
happy belated new year.
(:
hong bao is nicee x)
ok fine. seriously not in that dam mood to talk about this.
tell you why i am so emotional.
because my dam english got 15/30. WOW.
and then i feel so irritated over the " copy right stuffs" that the other dam teacher taught.
hi there. this cannot be referred this way.
ok. so thats the end.
of my unhappiness. GREAT. only two points.
but then it caught me.
pissed pissed pissed.
fuck fuck fuck.
haha. wadeva.
more concern over my friend now.
but then after talking to her I felt worse.
Not related to anything she said.
but because i saw related stuffs right infront of me.
lalalala. stress stress. must buck up.
the way i see people study i really worry for myself.
LOL.
ok. i am feeling better.
dun post le. busy busy. buhbye.

Hi. Finally updating, again. :D
hohoho. this is duno which day of the sch life.
done my O level canvas half way through.
Mr hakim says I am hard working. ._.
Anybody that doesn't know me will say that.
Actually I am starting now because I got no idea what to do.
And I got this feeling I am going to change another canvas.
x_x
This year started well for me.
not very happy, not very sad.
But few days ago heard about so many death.
heart aching part was when I saw Ms ho liyi crying.
So for the emotional girl, ME.
I feel sad at times because they remind me of my grandma.
especially ho fue ming's lesson.
i can sit there and watch her teach.
so hoppy and cheerful, then suddenly i cry.
LOL.
Anyway. that is not the issue.
lol. new year is coming! woo~
thats the scary part.
After new year the stress shall start.
x_x
okays. Today is thursday.
sch. bio , fine. PE, woo~ almost fainted ._.
but ran fast! vrooommm~ xD
now leg cramp ...
geo. next week got test.
and got homework. omg i forget do.
SHIT.
errm. recess. fine fine.
english. boring.
and rahman really testing my patience.
zzz.
maths. lol. first time of my life,
i see people crying over an equation. lol!
and joash was murmuring very funny stuffs which was loud enough for me to hear it. LOL.
chinese. copy X:
LOL. after sch. eat, siyun and jos and qianwen fed me D:
but ahma very full le lei! xD
thank u ! x)
then went art room.
paint paint.
then later hakim come bak. he help abit then later !!@#$%^&*
jing qi , taima and qianwen! Say what I LOVE HIM !
._.
now i jump into yellow lake also no use!
T.T
then we went choir.
was laughing so badly instructors thought I cried.
Nuoella! LOL!
very humourous and cute. taima oso. ROFL.
then went home with ah wennn.
woo.
yesterday was also very fun.
some funny lessons...
lol. the joker : chin wei jie.
LOL.
chemistry lesson.
was doing the apple experiment.
must wait for it turn yellow but due to time constrant so never wait.
then mdm chiew ask : so whats the conclusion.
Joash said " The apples REFUSE to turn brown!"
LOL!
huiling and khoiri were laughing so badly.
then khoiri and joash de dish write lemon juice in short form : LJ.
lol. then they were talking nonsense infront ._.
skip to the math remedial :D
also quite fun.
no mood type le.
irritating sis come bak le.
tmr got church! woo~ :D
buhbyeee all :D
hope to be bak soon (:
ps: get a hair cut.

hi. blog dead until jialat.
just finish homework. was reading storybook.
got bored so use com awhile.
update.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KWONGLIYI!!! :DD!
to liyi: thanks for being there when i need you.
glad that you were born! :D
stay happy because you look the best when you smile!
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hehe. yesterday was nice. hope liyi like the present.
dun wanna post much.
anyway the blog is gonna die.
taking away the tagboard soon. (:
mehmeh. i dun like blogging le.
after blogging for three years i get so sick of this.
nobody would read it anyway.
i am so sick of worrying.
sick of getting stress.
sick of giving in.
i don't like that feeling.
i am sick of looking at faces.
i dread being myself because i'm not love.
i hate myself for missing him even though he sucks.
and then i become another idiot.
i hate all of them. even though i never say.
i never trusted anyone because i know i can't.
whenever you tell people your problems they give you a sickening pity look and say" are you okays?"
ok nvm. some don't even notice.
i need some peace.
just leave me alone, for now.

Hi. quick post. mum keep ask me go study for math test ._.
this is the fourth day of school.
I am very pissed by my art teacher.
lazy to post. Arggh.
today is tired. x_x
anw, gonna change blog link soon., again. LOL.
its a new year what! x)
and i wun't be updating very often because i would spent most of my time sleeping, studying and drawing. + eat and bath and talk. lol.
yup. thats all.
today is emotional.
because today my prayer came true.
which was a not very happy thing.
i was praying for fun X: although i really want it to happened ._.
buhbye all :D

HAHAHAHA!
lol. today is the first day of school. hi I sec4 le. omg.
lao liao lao liao.
today was hilarious. omgomg.
ok. morning. meet siyun and nic tee. came to sch with claire euu.
then later she went off , we went to wait for liyi.
then we talk about some stuffs. LOL.
then later liyi came. but qw was no where to be found so we went to the gallery.
no space so i sat with khoiri.
lol. hit him until hand pain X:
then i move seat :D
then later realise ho liyi is my form teacher ._.
after that she the new principal talks and talks.
lalala. go back to class.
find the front seats :D
on the way khoiri said, sit together lei. LOL!
but then its quite fun to sit with him :D
nvm i sat infront :D
and then later got paoto. omg. must organize outing de duno wad thingy.
boring~
for the 4 lifes in school i would always get invovle in community and reps.
wth. sickening u know!
okays. fine. then then ho liyi talks monotone ._.
but really very funny . LOL.
she commented on yao hui de hair. and i'm like . LMAO!
then later cut the very long story shorter.
mr paul came in and i great him mr anslem. LOL
then he said, " i guess everyone knows me except you." ( refers to me T.T )
LOL. okays. then then he keep asking me "where was i". but i always forget!!
then huiling oso forget x) hahahs. then we all turn at joash.
okays he remembers. LOL!
after that 4n2 passed by. then saw mr hakim.
then later mr paul say, the handsome one is right at the back right?
then he look at me. I was laughing and i don't know why i nodded.
._. goodness! LOL.
then later recess time :D
after that assemble, gopal nags. go back class. climb all the way up and almost die!
4 floors lei!
then was cme . omgomg. dam funny.
okays. at first was quarreling with joash because he said I am not a girl!
LOL! i was taking his things x:
then later miss ho sae why we two so nosiy.
then i sae he take my jacket. LOL.
and he give that " obviously the jacket is mine "look.
then miss ho sae, teachers tend to believe in girls than guys.
lol. then joash said, she girl arh! LOL!
ok. the quarrels quarrels quarrels.
then khoiri joins in to provoke me.
LOL!
then my intention was ( why don't just slap him X: )
LOL. then when i stand up he said violent women!
LOL! wth! then joash said yaya! see she so violent! LOL!
then miss ho say, must be gentle . LOL.
ok fine. lol!
then ameer ask me write email and blah blah stuffs.
go walk around ~
lalala.
then then then then.. then wad happen ar? let me recall. LOL.
oyah.. then went bak to my seat.
then i took jarrel de money. LOL!
then later share with huiling x)
but got give bak de la. LOL
then later joash took his wallet and take out all the movie tickets.
lolol. then he throws one by one on the table and says " sex and the city, sex and the city" ~~
lol. then later we found this condom like candy wraper and joash was teasing him having a condom.
then miss ho sae condom is not this size. its bigger.
then joash said his one is small size.
then miss ho said , there is only one size.
then jarrel was turning crazy already. while me and huiling were laughing. LOL.
then later jarrel said " At least I'm responsible!"
ROFL! LOL! and we were all laughing ! gdness! dam funny. LOL!
miss ho then said, I don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing to have a student like you.
lolol. then later was social studies. mr alam walked right in and say, let us start our lesson.
i'm like huh?!
LOL.
then the lesson wasn't very boring.
okays it was at the beginning. but then i cannot stand with with all his jokes and expression.
ROFL. LOL!
hahahs. then whole lesson was fun and learn some stuffs.
and that was the end of school.
then went to jp with liyi, siyun and qianwen. :D
walk around x)
then went home lee. take bus with liyi. xD
woos. tired days. sleepy.
Tmr go library, s usual. do art. i am really gonna draw 50 to prevent getting scolded ._.
LOL. and start working on my canvus le! T.T!!
buhbye! <33 size="1">

Happy new year everyone! :D
today is a strange day. hmms.
yup still sick. but much better le (:
its 12.24 X:
buhbye everyone! off to bed x)
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! & SEE EVERYONE TMR! :D