Daddy I love you. I really do.
Today went to pray ahma :D
then later went to orchard with sister :3
she bought her Aldo watch.
then I bought my cotton-on shoe.
then we went off.
i went to church with kelly and winnie jiejie.
then later we sat on the floor.
i never bring specs D:
after the service went to the shop.
after that went to kopitiam to eat dinner.
then later walk to bugis eat dessert.
after that we went to shopping center walk around.
then saw this book again.
its empty but i saw those words he used to write there.
I flipped those pages as those he was still there.
Meh. past. :D
then later went home. wooo.
rest rest. postpost.
update.
tmr is school again.
Jiayou Weiting! :3
God is with me :)
great is your love for me.
buhbye :D

Hey yo! okay. Actually I not very high.
But then I realise I always start with the same words like lalala, hi, woohoo.
So okays. lets post about today before I start my grandmother story.
which of coz nobody would read.
Today had two test.
social studies open book re-test.
and el summary test.
today mr paul says I am fatalistic because I kept thinking about dying.
Today. is the 7th day that i hadn't read newspaper.
okays. alot of things.
I am having very bad moods today. And I've been hobbling the whole day due to my muscle cramps.
Because yesterday I ran. and its like zzz omg my stamina dropped by 2 minutes.
I am in a horrible mood since wednesday. to be exact.
Because I have alot of things undone.
thanks to cambridge, whom we paid $300+ for their dam paper.
and starts to torture ourselves over it.
Then, I have to redo my art because of their high expectations.
which now, I only have 3 boards.
omine. nvm, I'm still calm.
then follow by the fact that some people just like to irritate the hell out of me.
and I'm so sorry I get agitated so easily.
And then, follow by the dam chinese class I'm in now.
NVM.
ok, then follow by choir pratice that makes me go home dam late.
and the instrutor is just FUCKING DISGUSTING!
except mr goh. he is nice.
then. follow by some small things. which I shall not mention because I am going to get spam for it.
Anw, for this few days. I wanna thank my dear friends. Liyi, Siyun, Qianwen.
thank u. :D
ok. back to what I'm saying.
oyah. and then I just can't find peace today.
I simply don't know why.
oyah! i need a hair cut.
okays. i got dam lot of things to do.
So I dun think will update very often.
but then i dun think anyone gives a dam.
look at my blog.
it is in dying condition. omine.
maybe because i am dying too.
currently recalling.
Only got art havent do.
Oyah. and today I realise ms ho fue ming is dam rich.
and she is so cute. because she plays computer games as well.
+ she told us about her experience in turkey with a ghost.
lol. she is nice. reminds me of my grandma.
they look alike. but my ahma is older.
and cuter :3
Oyah. I miss her.
Anw. I don't why but I'm starting to find life so bored and so disgusting.
Maybe if I die young I also won't mind.
I hate school. For what ever reason.
There is nothing to look forward to everyday.
Neither do I want to work.
I wish I could just sleep for the rest of my life.
okays. cut the crap. Do art.
And btw, its not my fault for being so stupid or dumb. D:
if you can't see , then i tell you. THATS WHY I AM IN SCHOOL TO LEARN.
okay, buhbye arshole.

Hihi! In a rush! ahhh!
but then i am still posting :3
hehehe. today is wednesday.
horrible news. zzzz. spoil my whole day.
nvm. redo lol.
then is chinese. OMG! talk about the environment. SUPER SMALL CLASSROOM ._.
then then i.. I... oyah.
test!
finish early but anyhow do. siann X:
after that was recess :D
then it was geography.
slack abit. do corrections D:
then later was social studies.
after that was chemistry.
yawns. X:
then after sch went to eat with siyun and jos.
then went up for remedial.
later after that went to art room do art.
jiu go home le.
the end D:
ok. now redoing my art. ):
talking on msn oso . LOL.
busy busy!
but all praise to daddy!
he is so good to me! giving my grace and blesses my slp!
i love you! <3
I wish sunday comes soon! miss church already x)
buhbye then!
woooo~ God bless!

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Hi :3
Today is class outing.
now very tired x_x
today had fun and still alittle sad coz the outing not very successful.
D:
nvm nvm !
today went to claire house.
prepare.
then later meet jj they all dwn stairs.
push trolley to pioneer mrt station while claire and wee yong went bl first.
then later i take wrong chicken fillet. X:
then went bak to take (psps! )
then later came bak.
take mrt there.
read news paper. file nails. LOL!
hahahas. then talk abit.
then later me and liyi discuss about the news.
i still very angry with the dam mad guy that ran across the P.I.E which cause the other guy to die.
zzz.
and the poor whale! D:
12 m long died ):
okays :3
then later claire alight at kalang while we continued our journey.
take until bedok.
alight then we take all the things dwn to find cab.
after walking here and there finally found a cab :D
thanks to weeyong, we get free trip. LOL!
anw thanks? hahas. cab dwn.
then find table.
weeyong sae go ask la. :B
then me and liyi went to ask the indians sae can share table anot.
then later one sae no the rest sae yes. LOL!
then later they went off x)
hahahas. then after that set up while jiajun, guoxiong and bernard just arrive. lol.
after that set up set up.
they do the fire.
cut the story.
we eating noodles x)
was so dam hungry ):
then later went to 7-11.
me and liyi buy some stuffs coz thought not enough food.
then later went back.
bbq hotdogs first.
then claire and aijia came.
then later all bbq together after awhile.
she is nice :D
anw. LOL. then later had lots of fun.
funniest part was when bernard offended guoxiong and guoxiong "sai" tissue into his mouth. ROFL. xD
then later rain. omine!
dam fking cold. zzzzzzzzzzzz!
lol. then after awhile then went to shelter.
then qw call. she ask me sing for her. LOL.
i pass the phone to aijia to sing.
then claire take and sae qw want to hear claire sing. hahahs.
although weather was bad but then still okok.
our poor food left in the rain. D:
after that went to mcd meet bolin they all.
then later darrel, emily and sam came. eating mcd.
while we wash up.
then later rain stop.
:3 ice cream ! hohohoho. <3333333
then after that me and liyi happily eating ice cream, went bak and then restart everything :3
this time they do.
then me and liyi went to the beach.
water is nicee :D
then walk around.
soak our feet X:
then went bak.
shuejia , bolin and yonglin +2 duno who came.
then later they eat eat eat. we bbq bbq bbq.
then have many fun :D
i slack around :>
then later me and liyi wan take pic so went bak to the beach with aijia while they all bbq-ing.
then take photos :3 walk around.
talk abit. then went bak.
then later i slack abit. then help again :D
then later i keep giving aijia test mashmallow.
very sweet lei x) LOL
then before that debbie, shu fen and woonchi came.
and ms tan join us too! :D
hahas. then ms tan talk to us.
while i keep stuffing mashmallows :B hahahah*evil laugh*
then later i got stuff by bread T.T and i ate other things of coz! hahahs.
later claire and aijia went off. me and liyi bbq :D
then later the guys go book bicycle while we left there.
then later ms tan talk to us. while we ask shufen they all to eat xD
hohohoho. then later at night left abit of ppl and we could hardly see.
take photo with ms tan.
but its so dark i dun think anyone can see. LOL.
sky is orange :E
hohoho. then afterwards pack up abit le.
coz like everyone go liaos.
then later cut the sad story short.
me and liyi went to bath.
must pay 0.50 cents.
lol. then later the toilet is so F***ing dirty.
panties anyhow throw. omg.
then later lend shampoo frm liyi :D thank u! x)
then later got bak. shufen they all left.
jiajun they all left.
yonglin and his 2 friends stay there .
then me, liyi and ms tan took cab.
thanks to her :D
Was really touched too.
She is so nice. I don't know what to say but then liyi and I feel the same way.
Many gratitudes to her :P
hahahs. then later, because I got cab phobia. i will vomit when i sit cab .
especially those with lemon smell. EWWWW.
but then i didn't vomit. ._. of coz.. LOL.
then later ms tan left.
after i reach jp i can't balance. xD
as in jiao fa ruan. X:
then me and liyi went to eat at kopitiam :D
we share this indonesian food that is very nice!
drink soup. coz its hot xD
then later we chat abit.
all the way until we took bus and went home.
we like to talk :D
i like to talk to her.
& i tell u man! she is the most non self centered person i ever know.
aiyoh. LIYI! <3
then now at home le.
sister went off with her ikan bilis.
thats wad she call her bf. LOL.
hmms. okays. off to bed.
see how. tmr maybe go church alone.
buhbye! <3 :D

Hi! Today is a strange day .
okays. met liyi at mcd.
then siyun we meet her at bustop with jj.
then went to sch. remedial i got pay attention de hoh! :3
then later do compo X:
and then went down pass hakim my magazine. he swallow it D:
LOL. then later went bak 11.
then study study.
went to art room.
cut that part.
went home. meet liyi and claire at kfc.
then later went prime see see. bolin came.
then walk around went to pioneer mall giant.
then me and liyi went up first shop.
then later they two came.
after that cut cut cut.
jiajun came.
pay money. then push trolley all the way to jiu tou. street 90+
LOL. very interesting when u push the trolley from pm to there. LMAO. x)
hehehe. then me and liyi went to see if got satay anot.
but then not halal ):
then went to prime see things.
then went to claire house cut chicken :3
wooo~ its so fuggy fun x)
then later cut cut cut. hahahs.
then went home.
go dwn there pass him his thing.
jiajun went off then bolin! walaus ! walk dam fast!
then walk home.
cut cut cut . buhbye. LOL!
okays ! time to sleep :3 now adays alot of swt dreams.
hohohoh. look forward to tmr! buhbye <3
first, and last time. No more again. I'm sorry.

Okays!
post post post. my pics lazy post. LOL.
so forget it :3
anyway. today went to school ... awwwww.
meet jarrel, mack, sweesheng and rabi at yakun.
then later after they eat went art room.
siii hakim never come.
then i do my flower. i use 5 hrs altogether and its sucks like hell T.T
very tired of posting.
LOL. today look at the photos i feel like i am so sick ._.
realise if i dun make up i look as if i am going to die.
goodness ._.
so i have decided!
Whatever it takes! I'm am going to grow fat!
I am not going to wear 23 size skinnies and need to pull them coz they drop again!
I am going to eat! exercise! train!
by hood or crude!
45 kg is my goal now! jiayou! GAIN 3KG!

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗
笑问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你的肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了我
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱
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I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Hi. today Is tuesday!
i dun really feel its holiday because I am going to school so early!
wth~.
today went chem remedial.
then later slack there, eat X: and do work.
huiling de calculation very good :3
hohoho. then oyah! huiling went camp D:
joash take the tiger oil and ask huiling put with water.
so mean x)
lol. then later cut the craps.
lessons over. went to choir.
LOL. oyah! tht zombie !
lol dun post better >xO
then later choir jos and jing qi finally came ._.
LOL. xD
was talking to jiayuan and jia rong. LOL.
jiayuan very funny. x)
hahahs. then later sing sing sing.
thanks to yiwei oso. never pao to me. xD
<3
anw me and them went off at lunch.
then later eat le.
went home x)
tmr got remedial :3
art art art. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
okays. cya! suddenly lazy post x_x

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:D today went to church. hohoh.
very fun xD
saw kelvin korkor. omg ! 360 total change!
from black to white! from serious to hoppy.
WOW. miracle from God xD
today pastor prince not here neh D:
nvmnvm x)
pastor lawrence oso very nice.
funny oso. LOL.
hehe. after that sister went off. as usual . tsk.
then later me, kelly and winnie jie jie went to walk around.
suntec very full! omg!
must walk in the rain to the other place to go in.
somemore they close the mrt entrance.
horriibbllee!
okays. then went shopping with them.
then later went to eat. wooo. the size of the bowl is BIG.
mehmeh. later went home.
xD today is fun.
came home . nobody at home.
._. until 11 then my sis come bak. daddy & mummy still not home D:
just audi with qw. lol.
now sooo sian. D:
okays! will update blog de. like dead like that.
somemore tagboard only qw tag x)
bleahs. just now went blogging I'm like omg. LOL!
i felt very bless. Hahas. i never kana spam. LOL!
i see other people de blog kana spam until so jialat. aiseh..
lol. okays. cut the crap. xD
i go slp liaos xD
buhbyeee!

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add in pics from eco farm de trip.
today went out with nuer :D
hehehe. we walk around at jp. then later eat kfc.
after that went far east.
in the train we plae snake and ladder. HOHO! win le x)
hahas. then later we reach le go walk walk.
she bought her dress. oyah. every where we went there is discount .
including the book i bought at harris. :3
hohoho. then later went to see shoes.
after awhile go cut hair( frinch). the guy very friendly :D
then later walk around see shoes again. nu er bought her shoes.
then later later we we we go pm! arh.
yah . go pioneer mall.
on the way in train. something happened. COUGH*
so after that alight go straight to toilet! Lol. X:
after that went to eat.
saw jeremy! he was like quack quack. lol.
then saw lincoln. hi :B
then later i went home. nuer went home.
so now i am at home.
talking to shifu, loyloyand lincoln ._.
yeah. holidays le :D
shifu sae wan go party world. woo~
then on the other hand, loyloy ask me to study hard ._.
ok. and tuesday gt class outing. which means skip choir. wooohooo!
okays. the end of my post. tired. 10.58.
but i wan audi X: LOL!
hahahs. buhbyee!
I'm so tired.