You just want to feel that you are always right.
Your ego is too high and you don't bother working hard because you thought were smart enough to not work hard.
Don't give me that fucking attitude when you need help in the first place.
I feel like wtf did I do.
Stop all your pretending and stop taking people for granted. O god. What kind of people are you?!
irritating basturd. zzz.
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Today is second day of school.
and i am very very super duper tired.
today siyun never come.
hope she is fine.
Daddy God must look after her.
Amen!
Today Qian wen also never come! where did you go! D:
so its liyi and claire and me.
hahas. today recess was okok x)
and liyi! that girl deserves it! xD
Art after school was dam dam dam tiring.
now my toes swollen and my feet hurts after standing so long.
almost done and i will rush 4 boards and WORK HARD!
I pray for A1 x)
Although Mr yee and Ms Teo keep telling me I can do it I feel like I am so far away.
Daddy! please grant me some miracles x:
:3 and yup. today was fine.
until just now i had a little mood swing. arrhhhggghhh.
its not my fault D:
hao xin mei hao bao ):
nvm! peace and smile! :D
and yup! the little advice from quek weiting!
Smile whether you are feeling angry, sad or irritated.
It really helps be'cos when you smile you feel like smiling even more.
LOL. it sounds ridiculous but IT REALLY WORKS!
xDDDDDDDDD
and of cos! a smile to a person can mean alot! :D
buhbye! x)

Last day of holiday.
I feel that God is with me.
Yesterday got really touched by the video.
I was really asking why Daddy God took ahma away.
But the video i watch yesterday gave me the ans.
It said that this little boy lost his favourite cow.
and he ask god why.
God told him not to be sad and that he knows just how it feels to loose someone you love be'cos his son died too.
I know ahma is with him. Happier than being over here. (:
and yesterday qw and i had lots of fun shopping jurong point. LOL.
omg she said! she said! she said she knows how to steam bao.
Yah. LOL!
hahas. Tmr is gonna be a new beginning for me.
Hope everything works out between my friends and classmates.
Its gonna be tough until the next holidays.
but God would carry me on his back and walk through this journey with me.
Have a blessed day!
And remember thermometer, form and TIE! its monday! :D
bubbyeee!

Happy B'day to Jing Qi :D
Today is rather tiring. x)
meet jos and qw. then later went to make cake.
nuoella, cw, zg, nic e1 de dog, leon, came.
the cake was wow!
hahas. dam funny and hard to make.
then cut the story.
the whole day was fun.
school is starting soon.
left with geo and el homework.
and a few math ws undone.
plus bio.
which actually means i have only done 2/3 of my homework.
i am very very tired.
must finish faster le.
el first, then geo abit. i dun think i can finish geo.
then finish up math, then bio try my best.
ok. I'm done with my self reflection.
Now lets proceed to ahma story time.
To basturd.
stop all your acting and cheating.
Its the most disgusting thing someone can ever do.
you are the black horse in this society. you are even incomparable to a dog.
Just because she forgives you doesn't mean i will.
if you would ever bother me for help again i will make sure you pay.
the sight of you is certainly unappealing to my appetite.
looking at you fuck face makes me want to puke.
and knowing that you have been lying to her makes me feel like impaling you!
low life! basturd! may AIDS be after you for the rest of your life!
don't ever bother crying infront of her or pretending you are gonna jump off the building.
if she believes you again i am gonna slap her.
and if you ever do that again i will push u down so that you can fufil your skid.
saying you are ignorant just makes you increadibly idiotic and foolish.
and daddy!
forgive me x:
okays! good night.

Sending my blog into the Fridge for awhile :D
cya.

Oh. Its Saturday.
Okays! I've came back with a proper mind now. I guess.
Recently I felt so stress like my whole world was gonna fall.
Thoughts of suicide, feeling oppressed, feeling lost with God.
Then I started eating non stop. And I felt so empty although I ate until I felt like vomiting.
Afterwards I couldn't sleep at night.
I would walk around and try to do math in the middle of the night/ morning when I'm actually very tired.
Or I will cry myself to sleep for no matter what so ever reason you have.
If not I would slack and slack.
Until yesterday when my sis brought me out.
ok. Vivo. walk around.
It was of much help.
Be'cos for me, going to the beach was no longer useful. hais.
Then yesterday i finally woke up from this depression I've been going through.
I read this verse that said, If faithfulness is by sight, it will not be called faithfulness.
Therefore I came up with a conclusion that maybe there is a God that I can believe in.
Though I still have many doubts, I still went for D.A.R.E ministry today.
It was rather uncomfortable there.
And the service was really not very convincing for me.
But I bought this daily devotional that gave me the message i needed for today.
it was there at the right time.
I felt God was really unfair.
And why I wasn't healed.
And why is my dam results so fucking bad.
then it said in that book .
Today is about justice.
It said that it was never fair in this world.
But continue believing.
Then i was a little convinced.
Until anjo spoke to me.
I was then fully convinced.
What did she say? Its a very long story.
Next time then blog. LOL! x)
I'm going to keep believing.
That like what my old friend used to say.
He said God will carry me on his back and walk through whatever I'm facing.
And now, I feel that I am no longer so depressed.
I think I will be perfectly fine.
Just then I will cut the slacking part. x:
I kept drawing paper bag men's story. LOL.
its almost finished... anyway. x:
hahahs. miss all of my friends.
feels a little drifted apart.
Let God's grace work on it.
:D
Okays! time to sleep. Will be back soon. I guess.
Last quote for today :D
Without God, We cannot.
Without Us, He will not.
Make God's love personal for you. (:
I am God's most beloved and favourite child! Amen! :DD

Maybe I should stop thinking.
Idiots have the best life.

Updated. :D
Recently very tired.
oyah. Happy Birthday HUILING! :D
ysterday celebrate for her.
Tmr go do homework. Finish science le.
Jiayou Weiting!
:D
buhbyee!

Hello! Very long never update. And blog superrrr duuuuppppeeerrr DEAD . lol.
Holidays just began for me. 2 weeks only. but nvm!
homework alot~
only do abit bio and math.
today went to church.
AWESOME~ xD
hahahs. very funny service.
after that went out with winnie jiejie and her bf.
then we went to jp :3
hahahs. then eat already went to my house.
now she playing with my phone :D
then i blogging~
very tired.
hehe. I realised I have found a new hobby.
I realised I loveeee to sleep. Be'cos I just love dreaming. lol. x:
hehe. pics lazy upload x:
cya around! study study and buck up!
jiayou peng you men! :D
buhbyeeee!!

Back! Holidays are tough!
:D phewphew~
Art almost finish.
Mr hakim gone~
Mr E ( duno how to spell his name. LOL!) said that he vomit blood went to see doctor.
Today quite fun.
At art room with huiling, michelle and chin. lol. if he sees it i'm dead. x:
hahas. Anyway. ~
Run here and there paint awhile then walk around.
Drink milk almost everyday.
It reinforces my thinking. LOL.
hahas. Tmr hakim not here. I shall be late bah :3
hahahs. I'll still go! :B
lalala. have been giving thoughts about whether I should still go to my youth ministry.
Ppl over there are quite nice. But I feel very strange there.
Not comfortable.
I realise I dislike almost everything so if i say I dun like anybody , dun mind me.
I 'm being me too much x)
yah. so i dun like the ppl there. LOL x:
lololol. but then I think I should see first next week. Decide first. ^^.
Argghhh blog dead~ Amazing Grace.... *
LOL. nonono! x)
will still update. To those beloveds who tag, Thank u! xD
hahahas. okays! nitenite time ! :D
Gd nite! :3 <3

Wei Ting ;
Needs To Rest.
Be'cos the world makes her so tired she could hardly catch her breathe. Bye.

O Hi!
Very free to update siol!
lol. x)
Art is almost done with the bottom ! :D
hahas. Left the top, Varnish, Draw, 8 Boards touch up. FINISH!
x)
i wan buy canvas to play! x)
anw!
Mr hakim seems to be very stress.
Ms Teo slowly seems to be like an ass.
o it rhymes. xD
hehe. What holiyi wrote in my report book is! :D
hahas. She said. okay i quote abit.
" She needs to learn how to be respectful to her teachers and classmates."
LOL.
Anyway ^^
nvm. LOL. tmr got math and bio clara wang.
zzz.
Oyah my hair cut. Was horri-giable.
LOL. hahas. nvm la. still can grow ^^
ms ho fue ming de very cute :DD
mehmeh~
Very bored. Go slp le!
Save energy for tmr so that i won't fall aslp in class! :P
buhbyee!

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From my Birthday Celebration, To baby shower day to sentosa with whole youth ministry !
UPLOADED ! phew!!!!
DONE! xD
Okays! Promised to update on this month. 1ST JUNE!
see qianwen so nice! tag me cos she very shock that i will update this month. GANDONG. LOL!!
hahahs. x)
Today Chinese O level paper. Didn't finish both papers and made horrible mistakes.
SHIT.
ARGGHH.
NVM! Art almost done already. :D
Half way through. I don't really know why i'm panicking.
But I think its alright?
Tmr until next week still got lessons.
I think I'm gonna die of tiredness. zzz
Anw, The PTM, parent teacher meeting session was fine :D
except ms ho is really some horrible bitch to write such comments on my report book!
BITCH!!!! B.I.T.C.H.
THAT WORD IS CREATED FOR HER! zzzzz!
Anw :D
( God forgive me! )
o ya! :D hahas. errm.
Holiday have arrived as though it didn't for me ._.
But then I think holiday there are a few important stuffs.
1. CUT MY HAIR FIRST.
2. Start to revise my sciences.
2. Math must buck up!
3. Do EL homework :D Mr P is nice nowSadayS. ^^V
4. Watch more drama series. LOL!
5. Art must improve!
6. Geography must improve too. :3
7. REST! :D
okays! rest at 7! wooo~
buhbyeee liaos! I've updated! except no music in my blog.
ring me up and i sing for u ba! LOL. buhbye!