After a tiring week.
Ohhhhhh.
Lessons were fun. This week is my mood swing week..
gggaaahhh. whyyy!! D:
had lots of fun this week.
especially with my friends xD
my classmates and i were like....
cough*
I keep feeling strange there.
it gets more and more uncomfortable.
i dun like staying there anymore.
S-O is being strange. although he is very nice he always seemed to be such as ars.
follow by all the other guys beside.
and then the girls are really fine. sometimes unstable.
but then I am trying to have high tolerance level towards everyone.
i realise i get very easily disturb by noise.
OMMMIIINNNEEE DDD:
art finish le.
except those cutting and paste stuffs which really freaks me because my craft sucks!
TO THE EXTEND THAT I HAVE DIFFICULTY CUTTING CURVY LINES! ._.
and I really cannot paste accurately.
thats why my hand writing sucks. -.-
and my painting is very untidy.
thats why my canvas paint is thick.
cos i keep repainting...... zzz!
oyah! stupid mr hakim today did something very mean and funny!D:
LOL. x)
anw....
I write el summary until half he disturb my mickey mouse on my wallet.
then before the paper started ..
cos i wrote jiayou on the board with my name.
then he stare at me! AND NVER USE DUSTER! STRAIGHT AWAY USE HANDS RUB OFF!
LOL!!! -.-
hahas! lol!
tmr got *cuking geography lessons.
I just can't seem to pass any test. ( provided the fact that I don't study and listen in class)
but i dun feel like studying whattt D:
ss is much better lol.
don't study at least can pass.
but then!
for the sake of my nafa! I SHALL STUDY FOR THE NEXT F***ING FOREST TEST! (_!!!_) promise sign. LOL.
nowadays is facebook all the time.
omg. i should delete it again.
see first la :3
time to sleep but i can't sleep.
later go drink medicine then must vomit again....
eeeeeeeeeeee ><
its timeeeee to sayyy goooddd bbbeeeeuuuuaaaiiiiii.
buhybye :DD

Monday!
Hillsong was great on saturday! xD
had lots of fun!!
and yesterday went to celebrate siyun 's birthday!
eat until very fun. especially those prawns.
scary!! D:
today is WONG SI YUN'S BIRTHDAY!! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WONG SI YUN!! x)
ok. my sis is playing with my hair. omine.
she said if she has a blog, she type sophisticated-ly.LOL! hahas.
Mr paul is not here today D:
oyah!
i pass my math test!! xD 14/25.
so touched. LOL. hahas!
tmr get back ss. excited.
although never study but i write like wth dam many craps!
i only remember abit x)
hahas.
art do until jialat. but still can cope. keep slacking. die already. x_x
omg my sis is an idiot! play my hair until OMG!
ok gotta go!! buhbyyee!

Haix. Today is a normal day. Where weiting would go around finding what she had lost.
ggaaahhhh. horrible night. feel so exhausted after a happy day. makes me feel stupid for awhile. i don't like to feel stupid ): I don't like this puppet feeling. I hate it. I really hate it. So I rather get you out of my life now. Then to continue falling into a pit i can hardly make clear of. Goodbye.
buhbyeee !
' If someone loves a flower, of which there is only one example among all the millions and millions of stars, that is enough to make him happy when he looks up at the night sky." He says to himself: " Somewhere out there is my flower. But if a sheep eats the flower, it's as though all the stars have suddenly gone out! But I suppose that, too, is of no importance!"He could not say anymore. His words were choked by sobbing.
To be continued. Quoted from: The Little Prince. ( P.S, he has alot of error. omg.)

Okay. Posting the second time today.
And true enough, pictures are more than words.
I am not in love -.- .. i think? zzz.
gggggaaaaaaahhhhh.
Focused test was OMG MY SHADING SUCKS!
D:
hehe. tagboard not so dead le x)
thanks to me pulling people to FORCE them to tag :3
hhhhaaaaaaaaaiiiiissssshhhhhhh...
actually wanted to change blogskin but then cannot find.
so maybe for the record this would be my longest blogskin! O.O
math homework and art not done...
science i try to do?
hmm. left with two choice now.
actually is 3.
1. Go nafa study .
2. Go nafa and nie study ( that is if they left me) .. don't need pay school fees, 800 every month. but 5 years teaching... by then i would be 25. and i can imagine if i teach it would be strange.
3. Go poly for the sake for going. which is unlikely possible.
omine. so i think i am going to imiliate (3). God.. decide for me D:
want buy lottery buy 1253. LOL x:
hahas. anw..
need to see doctor. sickening...
anw not very sick. but but mummy insisted ...
see tmr how first. maybe escape to library :3
puff puff :B buhbyeee! hohoho. Go wonder around before I go to slp x)

meeehhh...
now at computer lab for lesson. so boring D:
just now bio was like shit. later still got el and art.
yeeaaahhh! art :3
lol. nothing better to do.
Anyway hope that everything go fines.
huiling says she is dying! D:
joash is really dying. hahas x: he wearing that strange mask.
sing onn .. i think he playing dota. oya. he really is.
jarrel is starring at the com like professor like that.
stupid zi xiang behind me playing face book with shilin.
zhen yee wearing short long pants and logging in the com.
yaohui walking around with bio in his hands. o.o
sweesheng at youtube. omine.!
harris rolling around singing pervertic songs... -.-
LOL. school is fun! ... i think?
blog is so dead. mama! D:
hehehe. okok buhbye!! :P

Very long never update le D:
everyday remedial ... do art...
Monday free after school do art.
Tuesday maybe have chemistry remedial and geography.After that do art.
Wednesday two math remedial until 6.30 so cannot do art.
Thursday which is tmr got bio remedial and extra chemistry for tmr only. gaaaahhh
Friday got focused test. Next week got two.
oya. next week oso got math test.
Meeehhhh.
Art... Not that I cannot finish. But I really don't want to finish it.
I have been delaying and slacking be'cos I have come so far.
This two years, I have been drawing and painting and learning lots of new stuff.
Art is so interesting. But I don't know if I can fulfill my dream career.
I have learned alot. For example from unable to draw and paint, I have learn to excel in it.
From not knowing what the heck does clay look like, I have even feel it myself.
Art room is a very comfy place for me, although its hot and stuffy in there.
sometimes noisy. but i really prefer there more than any other place in school.
I can't let go of certain stuffs. ggggggggaaaaahhhhhhhh...
The rest of the subjects... I am trying to work real hard for chem and bio.
Math.. I've been doing my homework and tuition. And I am trying my best to pay attention D:
English is quite interesting now..... And I am trying SUPER HARD!
Geography is... I don't bother doing homework plus paying attention and studying.
but today mr alam taught us 3 chapters of geography within less than 10 minutes!! OMG SIA!
hahas! he make such an ars face with the duuuhhh its so easy that he said! xDDD!!!
:P hahas. anw x)
social studies is constant rate one. improving!!!!
mother tongue.. eeeeeeeee.
LOL. aiya. nowadays alot of moodswings ! omg!
and nowadays the rumours are so !!!! cough*
gaaahhh. internet stupid problem. I go restart com le! :DD
buhbyee! update in another few thousand years!

Good Night.
it has taken me thousand of midnights to reach this hour. my hand aches from writing, heart from remembering. yet i have done my duty. i have not looked away from the truth; i have not embellished or turned away from the past in order to make my present less bitter. rather i have trod that long.
buhbye. quote: The Last Queen.

Sunday! and is another week not going to church.
yesterday also never go.
I don't why but I hate going to my care group.
yah. anti social. LOL.
so bored i was looking at my old post.
awwww. i really'd grow up alot.
from stubbornness opening up my ears and listen.
from falling in love so easily to the fear of man.
from being happy over nothing to enjoying being sad.
i guess this might have gone a little sick. lol.
i'm sorry for not sharing my feelings to my friends.
i find it very hard to open up to anyone.
i feel contented hiding under the table to rest.
i always feel that i don't deserve to be happy.
i don't know whats wrong. something inside says that there is nothing to be happy about.
i feel lost and ridiculous.
ahhh. let me have some time to grow up :)
buhbyeeeeeeeee~ gahhhhhhh D:

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh~ Emo day.
Havent do maths. die liaos.
monday youth day but got project.
tmr do bah. anw tmr is today. now 12 liaos.
today was omg what was going on day! LOL.
went out wif jos, hl and jcwk.
after that meet qw and jos go jp.
went home.
bath twice. i duno. just like to bath.
ahhhhh.
i go do maths! i am in a mess now! OMG!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~