Daddy God, This is Our game!
Lets go! :D
O levels~ buhbye :3

My conclusion for my art work and the reason why I've done that morbid piece of shit. LOL.
ok. Anw i'm going to print it so post it as well.


Basically, my final design would be showing this girl, holding on to a new doll while at the back, there is this ragged doll, crying. The worn and weathered doll is being thrown away, neglected. I relate it to things we’ve used as well. When someone gets something new, the old things will usually be neglected. Toys, gadgets, environment or even people. How little children throw their old toys aside and playing with other toys that they have just received. How teenagers would fancy the newest design of computers, Mp3 or phone when eventually they are holding on to a gadget that can still be used. How adults crave to change a new job environment when the chance arrives for them, forgetting the fact that people around them would miss them dearly. And, how I used to have a grandmother that I loved dearly, but neglected her because I had new friends. How I despised going out with her and finding every reason to stay at home. Despite the fact the 14 years, 12 months and 7 days I’ve spent with her, I went to look for love outside instead. Till the day when she began to fall sick, I realised that this love we share cannot be found elsewhere. I’ve realised that being old was not what that made her this way. It was me, not spending time with her wisely, taking her for granted. Until when she died, I realised that regretting was useless because I was the one who despised her being “ worn and weathered”, being old. So in my design, I focused more on the emotions on how neglected objects feel because I want to emphasize the feelings my grandmother might be feeling. Also, there is a relationship between the old and the new. Without the new, how can there be old. So I conclude that life goes in circle and regardless of what that has happened in my life and other people’s life, I believe its just a cycle. There would always be a contrast to make one of the compared things more obvious. After listening to “Life is Wonderful”, I was also inspired to come up with this design. The lyrics talks about how you need something bad to show something good, how you need silence to make sound. Thus I put in both elements and putting emphasis on what I want to show pertaining to the topic.


omg. so long.
Anw, Life is Wonderful, sang by jason mraz is awesome. Thou he was not the original singer.
off for dinner! bye.

2nd post. ....
I fell in love with this picture.
I suddenly feel for that picture.
It shows no end. Lonely and misty.
ok. I'm going to paint it. LOL.
good night :D

Posting.
Sometimes I act dumb. Sometimes I am dumb.
I hate you.
Everything about you makes me sick.
What ever you do. Even your voice.
Your sickening attitude.
How you enjoy copying people's idea.
I hate you.
Hate you for your boorishness and how ill mannered you are.
I hate you.
Hate that there is one more week to go before I can get you out of my sight.
ok. the end.
Posting.
Sometimes I cry for the sake of crying. Sometimes I cry because I really can't take it.
And so I cried at the end of my art lesson. LOL!
that one was because I really can't bear to leave my favourite subject la!
walaus. plus I really had experienced alot of chances of saying buhbye.
To chinese orchestra, to friends, to drama club, to ahma.
So this time was to my favourite subject and teacher.
Thanks so much for the guidance and care you have gave me for the 1 and a half years.
you are a great teacher! Mr hakim!
Thank you for teaching me so much stuffs that I didn't know I can know.
Thank you for letting me realising my dream.
Thank you for the motivation. You kept me moving regardless of whatever situation.
Thank you for cheering me up at times of my despair.
You've managed to change me. Seriously.
And I don't think I will cry for other lessons other than yours.
Except english or classtime perhaps?
Math? NO WAY. SCIENCE? Pui!
Pe... dun think so.
Gahhh. Graduation day is coming.
I can't wait. Lol.
ok.. Maybe gonna miss alot of people.
But then still ok bah.
Now adays alot of things had happened.
I have seen so many things that have happened.
Traumatized me.
So many things.
I've realised that the problems in my life are not big at all.
But then there is still problems I find very disturbing.
The kite had flew so far I think I can quit kite flying now.
Today.
Went out with liyi. take pictures x)
and then we went mac and study.
hahahas. then later we went to 900+ makan. hehehe.
had lots of fun with her.
I think I'm going to miss liyi alot when we graduate.
this fours years wouldn't be fun if I hadn't knew her.
After so much problems, we ended up together as best friends x)
hmmms.
Oh. Today Tae soo message me. ._.
after so long.. about 1 month?
The contents were expected. except he changed he number so I had to guess who._.
This is going to be the 3rd time. Again.
Feeling?
Oh! I feel a little... ~.~
and a little ._.
and of course is x_x
but then now is @_@
LOL. I feel not right. I feel like I'm hanging on to a very durable Thread, not rope.
I want to be alone. Maybe thats what I deserved. Maybe thats why both flowers left in the end.
They left paperbag men.
The first one said, hey, cmon! even if its impossible between us I can still be your friend!
So she killed him. And ate him up.
The second one said, You've misunderstood! I like the one beside you! awwww. idiotic. hahaha.
So she killed him and the one beside. And open up their bodies to sell organs.
....
ok fine. this is drifting too far.
I'm becoming depress. Oh gosh.
Buhbye!

Today is a fun day.
Tired, fun, happy, tired, sad, agitated.
I'll tie you to the end of the kite, release it and let you go.

Me and My sister.
I know, its unbelievable. JUST ACCEPT IT.
Lol!
Just talked to Jon and Mr Iskandar Leng. hahahas. cher!
x:
Mr leng is really very funny. LOL x:
Once I learn how to paint the eyes i will teach u how to paint a face! :D
hahahas. okok.
Today went to study at Kfc with liyi and claire.
then study until wan slp liaos. finally! it was over~
then we went off to the market place at 9 bai duo. LOL!
i really duno how to translate it. Mr leng will say i will say nine hundred plus. LOL.
ok. so went there for dinner. and me and liyi were talking and drinking.
then later then eat.
But i am super full x)
ok. so back to the main point.
LOL.
so yah! today is sort of like relaxing for awhile...
sister still mia from home cos of the chalet.
today the weather is like shit!
want go library oso cannot D:
okay.
Tmr going to church! WOOOOOHOOOOO~
anw i really miss jazzy! rochelle! and placida! and anjo! x)
hahahas.
the rest really dun la. [ honestly ]
those see face really is bu shu fu one. I'm sorry. LOL!
hahahas. sooooo I am doing really not fine for my studies. but mugging real hard!
I shall swallow my science and geo and math text books alive. LOL.
omg my com is irrtating me. so noisy!
yawns. so late already
I'm so lazy to sleep. seriously.
omgomg! mum is nagging. AHHHH.
ok. its time to sleep. the thought of 5 layers of blanket makes me tired.
gaaahhh.
anw! today ended well, many thanks to friends and teacher. LOL.
to conclude, I believe all students like relief teachers the best ! :D
Good night!
I gotta feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night.

I want to run!
Run with the solution!
Jesus! All my problems I give to you! :D
Okay. I delete my post and repost again.
Oya. Listen to White flag by dido. [ said alot of times already x: ]
Study hard~Distract me!! gaahh~
To Mr paul [ if he sees this, of course. LOL]
Cheer up and we gonna work hard!
Can understand your heart for us.
As for the 2006 paper, WE REALLY DON'T HAVE IT.
[ too harsh on that, Mr paul. ]
Ahhh. But then don't emo. your eyes were real red.
4e4! Lets jiayou together too :D

Today's post is about wisdom and an understanding heart, as well.
Let me talk about today first.
Today is simply a sickening day that is really not very awesome.
sick in the morning.
then later school wasn't as fun as usual..
social studies lesson makes me sleepy.
bio lesson like wasting time.
Ms ho liyi MIA for duno how long...
Gahh. Almost like bad mood the whole day.
Smiling requires strong cheek muscles! ...
Anw. My topic. Wisdom and an understanding heart.
Sometimes when a couple is together, it is really NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
Don't go around like a crazy women, barking here and there about people's relationship.
Wisdom simply means you should know what is right to say and what it not.
And an understanding heart means stop your fucking nonsense and stand in people's shoes and think.
Gahh. Really bad mood.
At night going study again.
buhbye.
Lord, I pray for wisdom and understanding heart, and I pray for less vulgarities, and more brain cells available for usage, and success in everything I do. AMEN! )x

Today is another day of DARE ministry. AWESOME :D
Level session! Today was my first time sharing testimony. I didn't had the chance to think and God spoke through me! x)
Its was a scary thing! :3
My testimony was about my art paper.
God's grace.
Report book it back. Anw was what I expected. Abit lesser so I was a little happy although its still horrendous. LOL.
Today is fun. Ps to a few people that I ps. lol. x_x
yesterday was sick. then before I slept I anoint myself with anointing oil.
Today I woke up completely fine! :D God's grace! hohoho.
Today I shall share about what Coach Patrick shared about from Rachael's Mother.
hahas. anw!
Its about titanic. not the chain message people keep sending me.....
TITANIC! It is a ship made of everything hi-tech and is all well designed , almost considered perfect. The best ship among all, made of best materials, metal everywhere~
And it sank, cannot be found, just because it knocked into an iceberg.
The revelation comes when Noah's ark is brought in!
Noah's ark is made of purely wood, and approximately 5000 years ago was it made.
It did not sink despite all the waves it faced when the earth was flooded.
It still exist on earth NOW. There is prove that it landed at don't know where ar? x_x ps, wasn't attentive. But the internet has it.
Also, the bible said, the ark rested, not stopped.
Infer and it actually sorts of say it did not have any accident while "parking".
Men effort cannot be compared to God's strength.
Using your intelligent pea size brain, obviously metal is stronger than wood?!
But Using the wisdom God gave, Daddy God says, Be at rest, and Leave the rest to him.
He is able to do all wonders, making things supernatural.
Amen! :D
We are under grace not under law. So don't fear of what you've done wrong.
His grace is there not for nothing.
See him in his grace and he will see you in your faith.
Faith is not what you think you have.
But by knowing this thing call GRACE, you are already having faith.
While we were under 10 commandments, he gave laws, and by doing so , he turned water into blood.
But when Jesus came, it was Grace! And he turned water into wine.
He did not ask Jesus to die then he love us. He made Jesus died BECAUSE he loves us!
Okay. Addictive preaching. O levels are coming in 19 days time.
Mug Mug Mug! Jiayou!
God bless, buhbye! :D