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Finally! work is over x)
The people there just sucks.
Some even shameless [ incident yesterday night ] winks at jos*
lol! oh..
So eventually. I feel that selling ice cream might be abit tiring, but better.
The people at I.T fair are like <.<
Working is soo hard!
Especially with such bosses ._.
but last day they still ok lol.
The big boss and his wife were really nice people x)
Oh.. duno earn how much. really abit only bah.
Gahhh. Know a few people.
Joanne was nice x)
After knowing almost everyone...
Clinton is noisy.
Nicholas with gold hair is siao.
The other few very smart girls all really shameless ._.
Some were fine but dun rmb name.
omg. weiting! wake up!
okok. So in the end four days flew past.
I'm returning to my normal life now, with a bit of knowledge towards computers :3
So now really not com idiot. yeahh~
lol.lol. <.<
I guess I prefer a stable environment.
Being a teacher would be fine though politics are still occurring.
Oh. enjoying holidays now before the pay comes in 4 weeks time.
Mr hakim is getting married ! x)
Oh. and prom is coming!
Gahhhh. Tired. Go walk around now. then work again bah.
Anw, thanks liyi and jos! working together with you all is THE BEST! xD
hahahs. Going go painting :B
Miss my paint brushes x:
buhbyeee~~

This light house is so beautiful!! :D
Oh. Tmr start work le. Then 30/11 will start another job.
until christmas. but I going mr. hakim de wedding.
Oh. so yesterday I back from choir camp.
It was fun and scary.
I watched saw 6 and drag me to hell.
I'm like OMG~
So gore and disgusting! [ more than my art work ]
EEEE!!! ><
oh. but i hide behind dumbo and zhi guang just nice infront.
Big enough to cover.
ok. then never sleep alot.
Jing qi, joscelin and shermain all on the floor coma already. haahaha.
o. then I went home sleep.
after that at night went to funnan for training.
after that went clark quay take photo.
after that go home already :3
hahahas. very fun sio. I tell you.
Joscelin order burger king. Its the super funniest thing that ever happened.
The advertisement on the wall write: All Day Value, Just Get Better.
And so, dear joscelin went to the cashier and said: I want a all day value just get better meal.
ROFL!!!!! HAHAHA.
So the cashier like want laugh but never laugh then point and say, you mean you want that one?
LOL! HAHAHAHA. then liyi went outside then I ask her what happen then she told me.
So we two laughing outside like mad.
after that went walking around.
Go home already..
today meet liyi then also meet jos awhile take things.
then we ate mac.
jos and shermain sit the other end.
after that me and liyi walk around. then settled down at kopitiam talk awhile.
saw joanna.
then later went home :D
hahas. tmr going work at I.T fair lol~ hope can get pay soon $ x)
LOL. oya. so thats all the happy stuffs. X)
Oh. another thing. I love Big Bang!!!!~ ono :O
hahahs. the song : My Heaven
the mv super niceeee xD and the light house inside also.
I want paint the lighthouse on top :3
hehehe.
ok. thats all :D go off le :x
buhbyee!
P.S.: I don't like you. And i believe I don't need to tolerate ur fking attitude.
Don't play mood swing with me. I'm better at it.

Today never go church.
Never go auntie house too D:
ended up at home.
talk to denden on msn.
he is always so nice.
then we played auditionsea together.
after that i went off for lunch.
then i went back use com watch show.
then i ate dinner.
then i use com.
then i watch tv.
then i use com.
._.
sickening boring day.
I never include my bathing hours doesnt mean i never bath.
coughs*
tmr going to church.
monday going meet sil and claire find job.
then 24 go I.T fair de training.
then 25 maybe going choir?
then 26 to 29 go work.
busy right! walaos!
But then all I want to do now is to keep myself busy...
Denden told me to keep drawing cos I can draw very cute stuffs.
I wanted to draw things that provoke emotions.
I will keep drawing! :D
painting <.< my canvas for hakim still like 1/100 done.
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I have decided to put down the box I'm currently carrying.
I'll leave it there and walk on.
Inside that box, are the moments we use to share.
Inside that box, is every emotion I've hidden.
Inside that box, is my love for you.
I don't want to be so persistent cos I find it very irritating myself.
I hope you'll be happy.
and I want you to know.
Nobody can do it like you.
After tomorrow, I will not hold on.
I will not hear your voice in the middle of the night be'cos I'm thinking about you.
I will not think about you and laugh alone in the bus.
Your image will no longer flash from the depths of my mind to keep me awake from sleep.
The story of paperbag men 2, is for you.
She no longer know if fate would always be fate with flower.
So she let the flower go off while she sits on the swing, watching the sunset.

Oh Hi. :)
Before I begin , lets start with deep feelings :B
DEVILINE CHUA QIAN WEN! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!! I WANT GO OUT WITH YOU!!!!!
KWONG LIYI!!! FEW DAYS NEVER SEE YOU LE!!!
JOSCELIN LEONG SIEW LING!!! I KNOW YOU MISS ME!! X: opps. LOL.
hahahas. ok x)
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Today while I was bathing, I suddenly recall that 271109 is coming.
So its about 3 years I'm not attached.
Oh. yah.
Lets move on to the topic. Being Attached.
I feel that while I'm pursuing my dreams, you keep tagging by and interrupting me so as to pursue ur dreams.
I find it more irritating then loving.
I find you very much in the way.
You feel like a small like twig stuck in my finger.
So small but causing alot of trouble.
I don't like you there. The worst of all, your black face.
I can be very tolerant, but I can really flare up and confront you.
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Ok. Today.
Went to plae lan at safra.
Believe me, its really horrid but fun. hahahas.
Meet up, walk there then later we played left 4 dead.
As winnie and kelly jiejie know, I am very good at screaming when I plae that game ._.
I DID NOT SCREAM PURPOSELY.
hahas. this time lesson screaming! :D
Then I keep getting lost! then the stupid jarrel and sweesheng keep killing me.
Then joash cannot stand me cos I keep getting lost.
But he say " what sia! I got help you and wait for you! I also never kill you!"
So must praise him today. Thank you!
hahahas. and he even teach me how to be zombie ._. LOL.
Ameer was like screaming every vulgarities.
lol! hahas.
then after that they plae a very strange game which I could not find any "game" in it x_x
hahas. after that me and ameer play audi beat up.
Was like. HAHAHAHA.
so he took 7, 4 and 1. I took 9, 6 and 3. sometimes 5.
hahas. in the end he team up with swee sheng then I team up with joash for the song 3254 techno party.
LOL. We won! yeah~ x:
but jarrel! he never press space for fm T.T
hahas. so it was like LOL.
after that was the long story~
ok. the end.
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Last warning people! Red lights!
Pissed off! Pissed off! Pissed off! Pissed off! Pissed off!
zzzz. YOU. YES YOU!._.
AND YOUR FRIEND[s]!
Yesterday was already a thank you for the trouble.
Today I shall smile before the last time that I'm gonna explode.
I don't like ur infactuation.
I prefer my own. Him, yes. him.
ok. bye. zzz.

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Class outing was fun :D
Except some parts that were really embarrassing and horrid.
Believe me. [I'll share it discreetly?]
lol! Quite fun la.
And last part got the YAEMMMMM SENNNGG.
LOL. and then me and huiling reach boon lay faster go toilet. hahas.
Share more tmr? Gtg now!
Sister want slp D:
buhbyeee!

Update~
Today went for job. Sell TREATS icecream.
one for 10.70 <.< even I also dun wan buy la.
then I saw alot of very sad things.
I realised I'm very fortunate.
I have a fridge, I have a proper room and bed with air con.
People dun even have fan.
I might just live in a HDB flat. but I'm contented. (:
Tmr got class outing. yeahh. last one? D:
Went out with mini class a few days ago.
Questions struck me and I felt sort of motivated?
LOL. as in.. I duno? lol. <.<
Now is 2 a.m.
I'm tired.
Its almost time to sleep.
There is this song [ quite old ] and simply hard to understand.
But I really like it.
With the current songs I'm listening.
White Flag, For the record, Stranger, Bad Romance, Tonight, and ya. The korean song call : I can not forgive. [ there is a space between cannot, which I duno why ._.]
From the show, Cruel Temptation, Youtube calls it Temptation of Wife. [ makes no sense ._.]
Old drama, old songs.
But what are memories? Ain't they old too.
I shall continue reminiscing. Because there is no longer tmr that is tmr.
And that today, which is tmr, is going to be the day that I can sing;
And when we meet, which I'm sure we'll.
All that was there, will be there still.
You'll always be apart of me no matter what you do.
And every night I miss you I'll just look up.
I don't wanna be friends, I don't mind revenge.
Mix lyrics of these songs into washing machine. HEHEHE. <.<
But, I can forgive :D
Good night. (:

Ok. Very long never post photos. From the last P.E lesson, to Qianwen's birthday to our outings!
Today was fun, as usual :D
Tmr is monday again. And there is no lessons D: which makes it so sick!
I WANT SCHOOL! T.T
Oya! I got baptized! X)
but the photo can't get into the dam com D:
gahhhh~
ok. then then outings were fun. tmr another one but with mini class.
currently going to have a job on the 26 to 29 at I.T fair.
anyone want buy computer or laptop can come :D [ I get commission. ] LOL.
nvm la. i only selling for lenovo.
Anw. My name is officially priscilia! :D
And.. oyah. I dyed my hair.
abit black but now is abit orange-brown. JUST LOOK MORE CAREFULLY.
LOL. hahas. Ok,
time to go lala land.
buhbyeee! :D

O levels finished!
Today went out with liyi, jos, dion, claire, huiling.
went orchard far east.
had fun :D
today is the last day of school. very very last.
no need to study bio, chem, eng, chi, math, ss, geo, art.
dun need wear school uniform for a super long time.
except choir camp? LOL
but still not going to wear everything again.
no more name tags and badges kana caught life.
although i always seldom get caught.
._.
and no more days of sitting everywhere and start painting and drawing.
the thing i'm gonna miss most.
is to sit in the art room to paint.
sit outside the art room to stone and the scenery.
i always do that in the evening and morning. x:
no more washing up and cleaning the sink.
i always stone there too. <.<
no more having fun with clay cos sometimes i sneak inside. LOL.
no more no more no more.
no more you.
no more alot of stuff.
8 months of fun, joy and security. its not a say dun wan and can do thing.
this few months were special to me.
times when i laugh till my tummy aches. times when i cry till eyes are sore.
times when i would walk alone on the street and start laughing.
every single moment was precious.
every word you say, still inside.
reminiscing.
everything we've done, you've done, I've done.
practically still inside like it happened yesterday.
Everything must come to an end. Even you.
I'll get over it. I've grown up. I know that time heals.
Its a pity? yes.
All that was then, will be there still.
I've regretted, yes.
But I'm contented. I don't want to be too greedy.
Anw, its time to sleep.
See you in lala land. chaos (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fpHoHJ4DFIQ
The interview was hilarious.
Ris low wanted to wear an ahma bikini to meet her future mother in law.
and that guy say, a funeral would be better.
LOL.
She is obviously dumb to her wits.
What a joke. Because I never thought anyone so stupid would ever appear in the world.
Rofl. Her fashion sense sux like omg.
and the shingz. <.<
its like ._.
Even taiwan star hui ci also better.
LOL. off to drink apple juice. lol so random.
bye. ._.
jiayou! second last paper/ third for those who taking mt.

O levels. Finishing off soon after bio and mcq.
Overall was fine.
Yet I screw up my most important paper.
Gah. forget it.
I can now think about other places to go.
Daddy! I pray for good O level results.
Amen. :3
Currently restless.
Suddenly feel like I've lost love.
There's a tinge of painful feeling.. with a little sad sad feeling.
Its like looking at this doll that you want alot but you can't afford.
You would walk pass the shop everyday to see it, smile at it as though its smiling back.
And everyday you would save up lunch money just to hope that you could buy it.
After several months.
On this very fine day, you walk pass the shop again.
You see that the doll is no longer there anymore.
It might have been bought by someone else, or something might have happened to it.
You panic and start sobbing.
Someone walks pass you and ask, " Hey! Why are you crying? Don't cry." and that person pats your shoulder and offers a tissue, as though he/she is preparing to hear the story.
You wipe off your tears and clear your throat. Then you began with...
But before you wanted to say "My doll got bought from the shop", you realised it doesn't make sense at all.
Then you decided to say you fell down and your arm hurts. Immediately you hugged your arm so that that person would not wonder.
Its feels just like that.
I'm tired. Good night.

After 4 years in secondary school, 2 years of painting.
I have gone mental, sadistic, berserk and revengeful.
After going through many rounds of getting hurt, all over again and again,
my art works were gore and bloody, crying and departing.
I've been through numbness to feeling too much.
There were times I would hide in a corner to find comfort.
There were times I kept quiet because I got tired from not being myself.
maybe I am really insane. hahaha.

I am not there to take care of anyone!
Not only 1 person ask me to take care of her. There are so many!
For Godsake?! can u please do it yourself!
I have my own life as well! just because some one emo in blog then you must ask me do this do that?! wadeva~
then follow by another one in the following day.
its very sickening!
zzz. too pissed to continue.
stfu. bye.