Joanne is leaving us already! She is going to US.
Going to miss her even though we hardly talk now.
We used to be good friends during secondary 1 and 2.
Sometimes we just drift from people but at least we left some good times together.
These are all my secondary school friends :)
Liyi is still my best friend. We didn't start out like friends. hahaha. But it was fun!
Many people come and go. It is okay.
Many things have happened in secondary school and some were really things that I don't want to remember.
Belven told me about what pastor prince said. A monkey is trapped using a cage that has a hold, only small enough for the hand to go in, but not big enough for the hand to come out with the fruit.
If you hold your grudge and never let go, you can never come out and be free.
There are people that bullied me, betrayed me, pranked me and left me.
I want to not hate anymore. I am not cut out for that anymore.
Even if bipolar hits me in the head and she wants to hate, God will take these feelings away.
I have so much more. I have a scholarship, a bright career, a bunch of great friends, awesome family, and a good god.
I have nothing to lose. Those people that left me, instead looked pretty miserable and lousy. They look so ugly now. Nothing great about them. I am not saying it out of anger. I pity them. And am praying for them.
When you are secure, you don't have to worry. :)
Okay then! Tmr gonna print my assessment stuffs, and now back to painting :)
Found my small canvas today.
The one about the night scene of three buildings with interesting perspective.
haha I think that's gonna sell when I get famous.
But I love it so much.
That day we sat in the art room. You were doing ur o levels. I was free and repainting my canvas.
When I finished I showed it to you and you praised me.
It wasn't the first time but it was the first time I took it seriously.
Then I took art and painting even more seriously. All out for you to praise me.
It is fine now. I still have that kind of thinking sometimes. Hahhaa. But I am doing it for myself now. All along, it was for myself. For the love I had for you.
Oh well, it's all gone now! Buhbye! shhhhsh!