Today I did not think of you till I was thinking about how I didn't think about you.
Today I could smell the night while I stood near the window to look at the sky.
Today I am tired of happiness and would like to take a break from all my thoughts.
They are still happening inside my head.
But too many in a go, I'm getting tired.
God, I trust you and know that when you are here I will have a good life.
But why did he have to go.
I can never figure it out.
Lord, my eyes are getting better each day.
I want to trust you this time. Everything will be fine.
I will see.
Too many beautiful things to not see Lord.
Too many people's faces I want to remmeber.

