Getting better and better each day.
Not thinking about anything.
Not even god. Not even art.
Just baking gingerbread man, just going out like normal young adults.
Behaving like a kid.
Have you ever tried to learn to mature within a night? Because of someone else's death.
I was forced to. During the long break before nafa, I walked back and learned to behave more like my age.
Let studies affect you, think about fun, neglecting other people, do things without thinking too much.
This is youth.
When you grow up, you do everything carefully, death surrounds you, you cherish everyone and neglect yourself.
Hmm. Anyway, today I baked a whole batch of gingerbread man myself :)
But mama and jiejie keep laughing at how hard it is. ahaha.
papa haven't try but I will save one for him!
Had lots of funny moments taking gif photos with desiree and rachel today.
Gonna just stay at home for the next few days, save some energy and money, do some cards and spend time with my dear family.
Christmas is coming, again.
Remember how last christmas and last last christmas was.
Understood how you hate gifts, and how you hate to give gifts as well.
Keeping everything simple for you :)
Just want to spend some time with you and the old friends before the year ends.
3 years, going to 4.
I'm over you, but not those times. It just makes me feel safe, it's okay. I like life like that.
To sit in the bus, listen to the songs you like, making it those that I like, and think about the funny days together. I like to miss. :)
It's like the anticipation before opening up a present.
Hmmm. I am tired :) Would be going off soon.
Listening to, I can't stop loving you by lisa ono.
Gonna end of this post with the lyrics :)
I can't stop loving you
I've made up my mind
To live in memory of the lonesome times
I can't stop wanting you
It's useless to say
So I'll just live my life in dreams of yesterday
Dreams of yesterday
Those happy hours that we once knew
Tho' long ago, they still make me blue
They say that time heals a broken heart
But time has stood still since we've been apart
Good night :)