Life will always be filled with challenges. But there is surely a way to overcome them.
I am just looking for my solution.
If you do, enjoy being morbid and blessed at the same time, that seem to be alot to ask from God.
He wants you to be happy, and that is blessed.
Yet art becomes another threat.
And the search for self in life.
Am really happy in school. But sometimes I just feel like going back to the old days.
Even if again and again I keep saying, and do know that I am over it, I just wish that he is here with me.
School work ain't tough at all. I am not stress over school stuff. But my faith isn't as persistent as Jesus.
Sometimes things just feel so weird without the reminder of Jesus constant love.
I become another person. One that labours for glory.
I wish He would just show me a sign to carry on. But on the other hand faith is to believe before seeing.
In confusion of the things I want.
Do I want to be alone? Do I want life? Do I want art?
What is the definition of definite and who determines it for me.
Do I love the hate I hold on to, and what is love for it to be known for it to be this four letter word.
Maybe I am thinking too much. But art was said to be something that keeps questioning ourselves.
My teacher said that art will never be a form of self expression.
But he is just being stereotype. I am against that statement and I do art for the sake of self expression.
Why am I being so random anyway.
Recently feel like slacking already. That's an overall feeling.
And am starting to depend and trust at the same time.
Not the best habit I would want.
Hmmm So lazy to do my gif and have forgotten most of it.
And need to think about ideas for paintings. I guess I am going off after this long and awkward naggy post.
Buhbye. (: