Well, it's a brand new year for everyone. And 2 hours ago was 2011.
Time really flies. Especially this year.
It wasn't a very awesome year for me. I've faced many problems and was forced to overcome them myself.
I had an average gpa, and this year, I am going to really work hard! :)
I also had many new stuff that motivates my art. Am ready for school after being charged.
I had a year that was supposed to be easy without you, but ended up so screwed because of being so greedy.
Memories left all around the places I go. And all you ever need to say was stfu, asking you to be happy was like a torture to you.
I was so upset when I saw that. I am not being too sensitive. But it is fine. This year, I promised myself to never ever see your face again.
Just so that I can always remember you in the way I hope you are. That you might used to be.
I have grown tired of being kind. Am tired of people's demand.
This year I will expect instead of being expected. Will not fall easy into people's kind words.
I have been too quiet and unconfident. Have lost a part of me ever since I met you.
This year I am all set and ready to be myself again.
I am going to do works which were once my secrets. All those feelings for you, I don't want to keep them in a little book anymore. I want them on my canvases.
My new year resolutions are to just become a better person, spend more time with my family and friends, save more money, get closer with christ and excel in what I am doing.
Also to overcome my failures. Don't take pain so seriously. It's just a feeling.
I no longer wish to be someone that people like. I prefer fear more.
This year will be receiving, taking and understanding.
I really don't want to stay the same every single new year. :)
Except to those that I really love, I promise to be true. (:
I would also like to thank my friends and family for always being so understanding and kind.
Liyi, Joscelin, Desiree, Rachel. Thank you all so much for being there for me :)
This year will be good because God went to the future and know that it is good! When God says so, it shall be. :)
And changing isn't a horrible thing. It's just security.
The only way I can keep myself warm, secure, and strong.
Good bye 2011~ Helloooo 2012!
Ps for random post :) HEHE. :3