Happy valentines day! I'm late today. Was just reading my own archives just now while waiting. For the past three years. Every year gets more bitter than the other. At least there was once we were together on this very day. Realized how we've become strangers. Hurts alittle but I don't think I should make an effort to talk to you anymore. We are both tired from love. Yours for her, mine for you. I'll just get used to it for the next few years, forget about our days and just fall into the deep sleep of this reality. Nothing is impossible, includin forgetting you. Like how you did for me. I miss you so much. But not this you right now. Just the old little boy three year a ago. Shush. It will be over really soon.